Let me first begin by saying, THANK YOU FOR THE LETTERS! I loved each one of them, thank you so much. I am really grateful to hear from you all and get a little more details on what's going on at home. :) A few of you asked me about the snail mail to Thailand--I think it takes about 10 days to get here, and it's pretty consistent every week. You send it to the mission home, and the office elders send it out to the various areas in the mission. So it gets here pretty fast. It's much better than I anticipated! Anyway, that's the scoop on that. Snail mail is always nice. Any mail is always nice. :) Oh, Jac Jac, I got your email and THANK YOU! I loved hearing from you. I also missed not hearing from Elder Hardcastle...turns out I can receive emails from anyone, but I can only email immediate family. Grandma, I loved your email! I am so glad you emailed me, I have been thinking about you often. We teach a little lady that is just like you--Thai version! Haha, she's so cute. I love you so much! I hope everything is great at home.
Well, I mentioned a little about our efforts from last week, and how we had some good numbers? Apparently last week was good enough to warrant a call from President Smith! He called us while we were eating dinner on Monday night, and thanked us for our efforts/congratulated us. He said our companionship and one other companionship got above 20 lessons last week--sweet! He encouraged us to keep it up, and right before he hung up he said, "And don't worry. The mission will definitely be hearing about this." I didn't think it was good enough for that kind of a response...but I'm not complaining. We've just felt even more pressure this week to work hard and keep our investigators coming. We had 8 investigators at church last week, and 4 this week...we're hoping to get more this Sunday. Anyway, the work is definitely moving forward.
And yes, I read the Book of Mormon in a week! We just finished this morning, and it was absolutely incredible. I can't believe the miracles I witnessed...I wish I had time to tell you. One of the greatest miracles, I would say, were the things I learned about faith. I know that through faith miracles are wrought. When I pray in faith, asking and talking about specific things, Heavenly Father answers me in specific ways. It amazes me! Heavenly Father never once said in the entire book, "Jessica, you must speak perfect Thai and convert every person you see" (as surprising as that may sound). He simply said PRAY IN FAITH, pray with the energy of your soul, and work. I've put it to the test this week, and it's been incredible to witness. I will forever be grateful for this time that I have to dedicate my time, efforts, and heart to the Lord. I already feel I've grown exponentially in the short amount of time I've been here--almost a month! It was incredible to read the Book every day with a question in mind, and every single time I read, I received and answer. Every time. The Book of Mormon answers questions of the soul, like Preach My Gospel says. I know I'm sounding like this nerd of missionary right now, I just wish I could let you feel the excitement I do! WE HAVE THE BOOK OF MORMON, isn't that the most incredible miracle of all? I hope we all use it every single day. Regardless of what's going on in our lives.
Quick shout out to all my priesthood holders out there--I have a favor to ask! In the next few days, could you send me some of your thoughts on the priesthood? Just simplify. It could be an experience, a profound lesson you've learned, etc. President is really emphasizing priesthood holders/families here in Thailand, and any of your thoughts would be appreciated. I just want something to share in lessons/with members/etc for future purposes. Simple is good! Thank you!
It was Sister Young's 1 year mark last Thursday! It was also Mother's Day in Thailand--the queen's birthday. It was kind of hard as far as missionary work goes, because most people were with family/out of town. We decided to eat dinner at Swenson's--an American Ice Cream Store! It was delicious. I was even sneaky enough to buy a candle at 7-11 earlier, and stick it in her ice cream with a lighter. :) We had fun. Time is passing so quickly.
Friday the 13th last Friday...it was a weird day for us. After a long series of events happened all day (too many to tell, we just had to keep laughing all day), we finished it off with a lesson in a woman's home. By the end of the lesson, she had us sniffing a pendant she wore around her neck...which was a chunk of iron in a plastic case, with a bunch of liquid around it, that reeked of something rotten...I think she said something like her ancestors were protecting her...we've talked with quite a few Buddhists here, as you can imagine, but no one has ever expressed beliefs like this. It was even weird for Sister Young. Haha, it was something straight from a scary movie. She even resembled a little witch, haha. She was funny...but a little creepy. Perfect way to finish off Friday the 13th!
We just ate lunch at a little cafe next to the computer place--I ate a club sandwich (delicious.......it wasn't rice or noodles), and they played "On the Street Where You Live", a Don Mclean song, "Stand by me", and you'll never believe this.................TAKE ME HOME COUNTRY ROADS!!! Sister Young thought I was so ridiculous, I just started singing along and the employees all thought I was crazy. I wouldn't let her leave until the song was over. I'd venture to say it was one of the best meals I've had in Thailand so far. Thanks for rooting my heart in John Denver, Dad.
Well family, I better be off. I am so grateful for all you do for me! I love serving as a representative of Jesus Christ. It's hard. There wasn't much I could do to prepare for the past 4 weeks, they've been absolutely crazy, haha. I'll be honest, there has been a night or two that I want to call President and tell him to book me flight--I was crazy for coming! But then I see one of our investigators walk in, hugging her Book of Mormon to her chest and giving Sister Young and I some dragon fruit, and telling us about some of the things she's learned from the scriptures. Yup. I love it. This is the foundation of the rest of my existence, I can already tell. I love it here, despite the hard times. Remember to keep praying and reading--the simple things have made all the difference for me.
All My Love,
Sister Nay
P.S. I realize that I often receive direction/answers through quotes or one-liners. I am going to start attaching a quote to my emails that has helped me over the past week. Similar to Jac (once again, haha--you're just my idol! Sorry to copy), but my hopes in doing this are to give you a little more of a glimpse into what I'm thinking about/struggling with/working on. Plus it'll be a good memory jogger for me in the future. This week I have held on to the words of my Dad:
"I know things aren't always easy, but I believe they are as easy as we make them."
Monday, August 16, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
3 Weeks Already?
I can't believe I've made it almost halfway through my 1st transfer. It seems like I've been here forever, and that I came just yesterday. I don't think time will cease to amaze me here on the mission, I'm still convinced it has its own timezone.
OK...this week has been crazy! Seriously. I have no idea what numbers are like anywhere else, it has never been on the forefront of my mind. BUT--we taught/contacted like crazy for the Thailand mission, apparently. We taught 23 lessons, we have 15 progressing investigators, 14 new investigators, and 18 potentials. Slightly crazy this week....President Smith has really been emphasizing finding "sticky investigators" (comparison to sticky rice....I'm not sure). In order to do that, we've been trying to contact like crazy and sadly, dropping lots. This week will consist of a lot of calls to investigators and finding out if people are really interested. The weird thing is, call me crazy, I still feel like there are so many more things we can be doing. In a way, I feel this is setting the standard high for me for the rest of my mission. Who knows? But I haven't been as blown away by it as Sister Young, or the Elders in our District. I guess they know how it's "always been," but I've just been seeing so many ways to improve. The dilemma I run into now, it whether I feel qualified to give such advice. I've only been here 3 weeks! Sister Young is more than willing to hear ideas and work with me, but sometimes I just feel like I'm too outspoken. Ha, the story of my life, as you all know by now. "Jessica's talking again..." I just want to do everything to find those that are really waiting! Pres. has asked us to stop spending time with those who are sitting on the fence. If they're not ready now, perhaps they will be in the future. We need to move to find those prepared. I think a lot of this thinking cam from zone conference we had this week. It was incredible! Our zone is pretty small, and I found out I'm in the furthest sisters area from Bangkok (certainly not the most remote, however). We found out we'll be having zone conferences quarterly, so we won't have another conference until November. Anyway, that conference motivated me to find those who are ready. Quit your worrying, Sister Naegle. God doesn't care if I can't speak Thai right now, He cares if I'm trying to find people. So, I tried! In my broken Thai, I invited essentially everyone I saw. Haha, "Raw s>>n phasaa angrid hay fee!!" (we teach english for free!) Then I'd give them a little Jesus pamphlet and try to get their number, which pretty much just consisted of opening my planner and having them write for me. I don't think that is what gave us a successful week--Sister Young has really been working hard. Heavenly Father has truly blessed us for our efforts here...I can't wait to see what happens this week.
Funny story---The other night we were teaching a guy we met at English class. His name is Ganok in Thai, but the English name we gave him is Giant. Ha...he's the raddest man I've ever met. He is Dad's age, has a braided ponytail in the back, lives in this bamboo house with a cluttered yard, and has this quirky personality. Anyway, we were teaching him in front of his house, laughing at all his little jokes, when all the sudden a big clap of thunder struck and it instantly started down pouring. I had a hard time hearing anything, his wife came out wanting to shut their front door, Sis Young and I were standing under this tattered umbrella, and Giant ran to a trailer in his yard and came back with 2 ponchos for us. He just kept talking in Thai, I had no idea what he was saying, and we could not stop laughing. It was the craziest thing, hahaha. He ripped open our packages for us and helped us put on these ponchos, putting the hoods on over our heads just right. Haha. The hoods of these ponchos had the strings like hooded sweatshirts, so you could tighten it around your face. Well, he helped me put on this poncho, then all the sudden these hands were right up next to my face and he cinched the hood so small and tied a bow. I just looked over at Sister Young through this teeny hole, thought of this whole situation, and started laughing harder than I had in a long time. Hahahahahah...oh my heck I'm laughing just thinking about it. We put on our helmets and he opened up the gate for us, and we headed out to our next appt. We rode through nothing short of small rivers and lakes, all the while being pelted with raindrops the size of those giant gumballs you like Mom. Haha. I was laughing the whole bike ride. I don't know if I've mentioned this, but Thai's hate the rain. If we have an appt with someone, and it starts to rain? Guarantee that it's going to be canceled, haha. They swear that if your head gets wet, you're bound to get sick. They think we're crazy riding our bikes everywhere in the rain, but I suppose we don't really have another alternative. :) Besides, it feels good! I got offered a bag to put on my head the other day by an investigator, haha. I don't really bother with ponchos or anything, they're a pain and we're wet all the time anyway. I love Thailand.
I can't wait for you to meet N>>y and Pong...they are this older couple, in their 60s. They are 2 investigators that we've been teaching the past few weeks. She is my Thai mom! She makes the best food, and speaks quite a bit of English. I love them. Anyway, in Buddhism you pay what's called "Tombun" to monks, in order to receive forgiveness for your sins, be a good person, etc. Similar to tithing. Anyway, a few months ago she got sick of paying it because she wasn't receiving anything from it. She said that if she still felt the same by a certain date, she was going to start looking around for another church. Soon after? She found us. They are just good people. They love that about the members here. They serve just because they can--they don't expect anything in return. This couple is so service oriented, they'd give the shirt off their back. Anyway, we taught them this week, and are extending baptism this week. Hopefully all goes well! By the way, he makes the best spaghetti, and she made me some delicious herbal tea last time we went. She just picked some flowers in her yard and boiled them, it was delicious! They are the sweetest people.
I'm realizing what it's like being on the other end of this missionary communication...I'm talking about all these people and experiences that seem so far from you, I'm sure. I remember struggling to find connections to the investigators my siblings would talk about it. It's strange. But just try to remember as you read these emails--these are real people! They're looking for real answers, and they have real concerns. It's just me, little ol' me, teaching people about the restored gospel of Jesus Christ. Well, Sis Young does most of the teaching, and I add in what I can. I'm entering strangers' homes every single day, inviting them to read the Book of Mormon and pray about it, etc. This probably isn't weird to any of you, I'm just coming to this realization late in the game. It's just strange to me that this is my mission! I'm here! I'm inviting! I'm teaching! It seems so surreal to me, maybe you're all adjusting fine. :) Just remember that it's just me, talking to people. Still weird to me. Sometimes I feel like this is another Ecuador trip and I'm headed home in just a couple weeks. Ha, WRONG! I'm still dedicated to my "one day at a time" motto, it's working well for me.
I love you all so much. I've certainly been tried the past 3 weeks, but I don't care. I'm doing my best to embrace, get out of myself, and just talk to people. Most of the time they just laugh at me, and that's when I just laugh back and hand them a pamphlet and try to explain Jesus Christ. Sometimes they just walk away, others they let us into their house! There are many adventures yet to come, I can't wait to experience them. This week will be even crazier--Sis Young and I are reading to Book of Mormon in a week! That will take much of our "free time," AKA waking up early to read. Thanks for the idea, Jac! She is "dying" soon, so we're pushing to sprint her to the finish line. Ok--I love you all! Thank you for the prayers and letters. You are the best! Make it a great week.
All My Love,
Sister Naegle
OK...this week has been crazy! Seriously. I have no idea what numbers are like anywhere else, it has never been on the forefront of my mind. BUT--we taught/contacted like crazy for the Thailand mission, apparently. We taught 23 lessons, we have 15 progressing investigators, 14 new investigators, and 18 potentials. Slightly crazy this week....President Smith has really been emphasizing finding "sticky investigators" (comparison to sticky rice....I'm not sure). In order to do that, we've been trying to contact like crazy and sadly, dropping lots. This week will consist of a lot of calls to investigators and finding out if people are really interested. The weird thing is, call me crazy, I still feel like there are so many more things we can be doing. In a way, I feel this is setting the standard high for me for the rest of my mission. Who knows? But I haven't been as blown away by it as Sister Young, or the Elders in our District. I guess they know how it's "always been," but I've just been seeing so many ways to improve. The dilemma I run into now, it whether I feel qualified to give such advice. I've only been here 3 weeks! Sister Young is more than willing to hear ideas and work with me, but sometimes I just feel like I'm too outspoken. Ha, the story of my life, as you all know by now. "Jessica's talking again..." I just want to do everything to find those that are really waiting! Pres. has asked us to stop spending time with those who are sitting on the fence. If they're not ready now, perhaps they will be in the future. We need to move to find those prepared. I think a lot of this thinking cam from zone conference we had this week. It was incredible! Our zone is pretty small, and I found out I'm in the furthest sisters area from Bangkok (certainly not the most remote, however). We found out we'll be having zone conferences quarterly, so we won't have another conference until November. Anyway, that conference motivated me to find those who are ready. Quit your worrying, Sister Naegle. God doesn't care if I can't speak Thai right now, He cares if I'm trying to find people. So, I tried! In my broken Thai, I invited essentially everyone I saw. Haha, "Raw s>>n phasaa angrid hay fee!!" (we teach english for free!) Then I'd give them a little Jesus pamphlet and try to get their number, which pretty much just consisted of opening my planner and having them write for me. I don't think that is what gave us a successful week--Sister Young has really been working hard. Heavenly Father has truly blessed us for our efforts here...I can't wait to see what happens this week.
Funny story---The other night we were teaching a guy we met at English class. His name is Ganok in Thai, but the English name we gave him is Giant. Ha...he's the raddest man I've ever met. He is Dad's age, has a braided ponytail in the back, lives in this bamboo house with a cluttered yard, and has this quirky personality. Anyway, we were teaching him in front of his house, laughing at all his little jokes, when all the sudden a big clap of thunder struck and it instantly started down pouring. I had a hard time hearing anything, his wife came out wanting to shut their front door, Sis Young and I were standing under this tattered umbrella, and Giant ran to a trailer in his yard and came back with 2 ponchos for us. He just kept talking in Thai, I had no idea what he was saying, and we could not stop laughing. It was the craziest thing, hahaha. He ripped open our packages for us and helped us put on these ponchos, putting the hoods on over our heads just right. Haha. The hoods of these ponchos had the strings like hooded sweatshirts, so you could tighten it around your face. Well, he helped me put on this poncho, then all the sudden these hands were right up next to my face and he cinched the hood so small and tied a bow. I just looked over at Sister Young through this teeny hole, thought of this whole situation, and started laughing harder than I had in a long time. Hahahahahah...oh my heck I'm laughing just thinking about it. We put on our helmets and he opened up the gate for us, and we headed out to our next appt. We rode through nothing short of small rivers and lakes, all the while being pelted with raindrops the size of those giant gumballs you like Mom. Haha. I was laughing the whole bike ride. I don't know if I've mentioned this, but Thai's hate the rain. If we have an appt with someone, and it starts to rain? Guarantee that it's going to be canceled, haha. They swear that if your head gets wet, you're bound to get sick. They think we're crazy riding our bikes everywhere in the rain, but I suppose we don't really have another alternative. :) Besides, it feels good! I got offered a bag to put on my head the other day by an investigator, haha. I don't really bother with ponchos or anything, they're a pain and we're wet all the time anyway. I love Thailand.
I can't wait for you to meet N>>y and Pong...they are this older couple, in their 60s. They are 2 investigators that we've been teaching the past few weeks. She is my Thai mom! She makes the best food, and speaks quite a bit of English. I love them. Anyway, in Buddhism you pay what's called "Tombun" to monks, in order to receive forgiveness for your sins, be a good person, etc. Similar to tithing. Anyway, a few months ago she got sick of paying it because she wasn't receiving anything from it. She said that if she still felt the same by a certain date, she was going to start looking around for another church. Soon after? She found us. They are just good people. They love that about the members here. They serve just because they can--they don't expect anything in return. This couple is so service oriented, they'd give the shirt off their back. Anyway, we taught them this week, and are extending baptism this week. Hopefully all goes well! By the way, he makes the best spaghetti, and she made me some delicious herbal tea last time we went. She just picked some flowers in her yard and boiled them, it was delicious! They are the sweetest people.
I'm realizing what it's like being on the other end of this missionary communication...I'm talking about all these people and experiences that seem so far from you, I'm sure. I remember struggling to find connections to the investigators my siblings would talk about it. It's strange. But just try to remember as you read these emails--these are real people! They're looking for real answers, and they have real concerns. It's just me, little ol' me, teaching people about the restored gospel of Jesus Christ. Well, Sis Young does most of the teaching, and I add in what I can. I'm entering strangers' homes every single day, inviting them to read the Book of Mormon and pray about it, etc. This probably isn't weird to any of you, I'm just coming to this realization late in the game. It's just strange to me that this is my mission! I'm here! I'm inviting! I'm teaching! It seems so surreal to me, maybe you're all adjusting fine. :) Just remember that it's just me, talking to people. Still weird to me. Sometimes I feel like this is another Ecuador trip and I'm headed home in just a couple weeks. Ha, WRONG! I'm still dedicated to my "one day at a time" motto, it's working well for me.
I love you all so much. I've certainly been tried the past 3 weeks, but I don't care. I'm doing my best to embrace, get out of myself, and just talk to people. Most of the time they just laugh at me, and that's when I just laugh back and hand them a pamphlet and try to explain Jesus Christ. Sometimes they just walk away, others they let us into their house! There are many adventures yet to come, I can't wait to experience them. This week will be even crazier--Sis Young and I are reading to Book of Mormon in a week! That will take much of our "free time," AKA waking up early to read. Thanks for the idea, Jac! She is "dying" soon, so we're pushing to sprint her to the finish line. Ok--I love you all! Thank you for the prayers and letters. You are the best! Make it a great week.
All My Love,
Sister Naegle
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
I'm still alive!
Yes, last week was crazy, haha. It was one of the craziest I've ever had, as far as life experiences go. But all that I learned greatly surpasses everything that I struggle with. It was so great! I'll tell you what, though, as soon as SIster Young walked through the door I ran for a hug. Haha, we both felt grateful for the week, but we are excited to get back to work. She was in Bangkok learning about the new MTC curriculum, and got lots of ideas and such for teaching. She feels rejuvinated coming up on her last moves. Yikes! As for me...? I can't count all that I learned, I'll tell you the most important.
1) I learned that Heavenly Father doesn't have a standard on what the "best" is. He is aware that everyone is different! He knows each individual person, and loves each of us equally. Stop and think about tha magnitude of that thought. Not just a fleeting thought--really think about it. Heavenly Father, the Father of all the earth and creator of worlds, knows you. He knows your heart, desires, fears, everything. I became more aware of that myself last week then ever before in my entire life. I've never felt His presence so near. I spent so many moments last week thinking, "Heavenly Father, any other missionary would be doing a better job here than me. Why am I here?" I didn't recieve my answer until the end of the week. I learned that no matter what any other person does, all Heavenly Father requires is your best. Your absolute best, and He will allow His grace to step into your life. Sheesh, I know next to nothing about the way the missionary stuff works, I feel like I just got here! I'm sure there were lots of things I could've done better last week. But I can tell you that I did the vest best I could, and through the grace of Jesus Christ, He made the difference. We were still able to have a successful week (24 lessons) and figure some things out about our investigators that we've needed to know. I know that because of Jesus Christ, I was able to make it through last week successfully. Sure, I could've merely existed last week and made it to Friday by the skin of my teeth, but I really put forth effort. I am so grateful for that experience. What you've been hearing all your life is true! Do your best, and He will make up the rest. Never a more true statement.
2) This is pretty similar to what I said above, but I also know that God helps those who help themselves (Dad...). This is SO true. No matter what is going on in your life, if you act, He'll help you. I can't talk until I'm blue in the face, but the fact of the matter is, this needs to be experienced. I would invite anyone who has questions about what I'm saying to ACT! You will see miracles occure in your life.
I could say a lot more about last week, but this summary will suffice. Just know it was hard, but it was sooo worth it. I am growing to love this experience more and more every day. There are days it still hits me when I'm riding my bike and see something strange on the streets of Thailand (a 90+ yr old man cruising on a bike, elephants in the street, etc)....I am in THAILAND. Isn't that weird? It's still weird. Haha. I'm loving it so much...
Ok--Sar, I got your DearElder last week, but I honestly think normal mail is better. Thank you for the update on everything! I am praying for you every day. BECCA--HOW ARE YOU??!! I loved hearing from you in your email! I don't know if you get these or not, I just sent you a letter in the mail. I love you, dear! Mary/Matt, thank you for that missionary book. It has been so neat to go through and know that my other siblings that have served missions used the same book. It is so precious to me! Thank you so much for sending it. And of course, my "Best Friend Sister Twin".....Janelly Bean! Ha! Thank you so much for your cute email, I loved it! How are you?! I can't believe Jane left, I am sooo sorry. Tell everyone hello, and that I miss them all. I hope Nursing is still the best time of your life. :) You're an LPN, too! Congrats! Love you. Jamie--I got your letter this week! I love you so much. Thanks for thinking of me! I'll write soon. You are the best! Cuz Amy...thanks so much for your cute letter! I loved the advice you gave me, and I'm really trying to apply it in my life. I hope all is going well with you and Greg--I love you!
Ok, yesterday at church it was so amazing. We met this woman, Phii Thoom, at the house of one of our investigators. We were able to get her contact info and return to teach her. She has literally grasped to everything we have taught her! She is one of the most amazingly spiritual people...I know that Heavenly Father prepares/works with these people long before we ever show up on the scene. She is so prepared for this gospel. Yesterday she showed up at church with her little niece in the pouring rain (if it's raining, count on seeing no one outside. Thais won't chance getting their head wet or else they'll get sick, haha) wearing a skirt she just bought! Nothing we'd ever really taught her, she just noticed other people doing it, and bought a skirt with the little money she has. This is the same woman that tried to pay tithing her second sunday at church, ha. I love her so much, she will be baptized here in a couple weeks, if all goes well. I love these people more every day.
We've also been teaching Phii Laa--Heidi, I'm sorry I keep mentioning you, but these people would be just the people for you! Ha, Most of them are so quirky, they are precisely the people we'd find humor in together. Oh my heck...you would die if you saw this lady, all of you would! She's so cute! She is the most humble woman, has had so many questions since the first day we taught her, laughs all the time, eagerly reads everything we give her, is really shy, and wears the funniest things. She always wears a humongous polo shirt with bright colored Thai-pattern shorts, with stretch pants underneath that, then bold colored socks pulled up over the stretch pants, with some berkenstock-like sandals. Heid, I know you're laughing so hard right now. Oh man she is so cute. She has also been consistently coming to church and soaking it all up! She has quite a difficult situation--she 40, lives with her brother and mom who are both unable to work, so she sells lemonade to support all 3 people. This woman is constantly tired. She has been talking with members to try to find better work, I hope she does. She will hopefully be baptized this month, as well.
The work is moving forward, that's for sure. I'm loving every second I'm here! I just want to make a shout-out to all my parents this week....yes, all of you. :) I cannot imagine my life without any of you in it! I know I certainly haven't been the easiest child to deal with over the years--let's be honest. But I have learned from every single one of your examples. There is a boy who comes to the ward all the time, we aren't sure if he even has a home. He's about 13 or 14, always wanders into sacrament meeting on Sundays, stays to scrounge up whatever food he can. All the members are familiar with him and invite him to everything. Just the other night we were eating pizza at the church (the 6 missionaries), and he came in. We all gave him a piece and he scarfed it down like I've never seen anyone scarf pizza. We soon found out it was his first time ever eating pizza (that's actually strange, Pizza Hut is all over in Thailand). He's the cutest boy, homeless, but feels safe at the church. Sunday I felt overwhelmed with gratitude for my parents. Thank you for taking an interest in me and my siblings lives, helping us become the best we can be, and loving us enough to correct us. I love you all so much! You each have a special place in my heart.
Well...I better run! Dad, Randy, Daniel, and others...I hope you had a wonderful birthday week last week! I thought of you a lot and love you so much! And I 've attached some pictures of last week with Yim and some other random pictures. Enjoy! Make it a great week, family. I love you all so much! Don't forget to laugh--It'll get you through anything.
All My Love,
Sister Naegle
This week the quote is from our sweet President Henry B. Eyring:
"I must go 'til He comes, give 'til I drop, preach 'til all I know, and work 'til He stops me."
1) I learned that Heavenly Father doesn't have a standard on what the "best" is. He is aware that everyone is different! He knows each individual person, and loves each of us equally. Stop and think about tha magnitude of that thought. Not just a fleeting thought--really think about it. Heavenly Father, the Father of all the earth and creator of worlds, knows you. He knows your heart, desires, fears, everything. I became more aware of that myself last week then ever before in my entire life. I've never felt His presence so near. I spent so many moments last week thinking, "Heavenly Father, any other missionary would be doing a better job here than me. Why am I here?" I didn't recieve my answer until the end of the week. I learned that no matter what any other person does, all Heavenly Father requires is your best. Your absolute best, and He will allow His grace to step into your life. Sheesh, I know next to nothing about the way the missionary stuff works, I feel like I just got here! I'm sure there were lots of things I could've done better last week. But I can tell you that I did the vest best I could, and through the grace of Jesus Christ, He made the difference. We were still able to have a successful week (24 lessons) and figure some things out about our investigators that we've needed to know. I know that because of Jesus Christ, I was able to make it through last week successfully. Sure, I could've merely existed last week and made it to Friday by the skin of my teeth, but I really put forth effort. I am so grateful for that experience. What you've been hearing all your life is true! Do your best, and He will make up the rest. Never a more true statement.
2) This is pretty similar to what I said above, but I also know that God helps those who help themselves (Dad...). This is SO true. No matter what is going on in your life, if you act, He'll help you. I can't talk until I'm blue in the face, but the fact of the matter is, this needs to be experienced. I would invite anyone who has questions about what I'm saying to ACT! You will see miracles occure in your life.
I could say a lot more about last week, but this summary will suffice. Just know it was hard, but it was sooo worth it. I am growing to love this experience more and more every day. There are days it still hits me when I'm riding my bike and see something strange on the streets of Thailand (a 90+ yr old man cruising on a bike, elephants in the street, etc)....I am in THAILAND. Isn't that weird? It's still weird. Haha. I'm loving it so much...
Ok--Sar, I got your DearElder last week, but I honestly think normal mail is better. Thank you for the update on everything! I am praying for you every day. BECCA--HOW ARE YOU??!! I loved hearing from you in your email! I don't know if you get these or not, I just sent you a letter in the mail. I love you, dear! Mary/Matt, thank you for that missionary book. It has been so neat to go through and know that my other siblings that have served missions used the same book. It is so precious to me! Thank you so much for sending it. And of course, my "Best Friend Sister Twin".....Janelly Bean! Ha! Thank you so much for your cute email, I loved it! How are you?! I can't believe Jane left, I am sooo sorry. Tell everyone hello, and that I miss them all. I hope Nursing is still the best time of your life. :) You're an LPN, too! Congrats! Love you. Jamie--I got your letter this week! I love you so much. Thanks for thinking of me! I'll write soon. You are the best! Cuz Amy...thanks so much for your cute letter! I loved the advice you gave me, and I'm really trying to apply it in my life. I hope all is going well with you and Greg--I love you!
Ok, yesterday at church it was so amazing. We met this woman, Phii Thoom, at the house of one of our investigators. We were able to get her contact info and return to teach her. She has literally grasped to everything we have taught her! She is one of the most amazingly spiritual people...I know that Heavenly Father prepares/works with these people long before we ever show up on the scene. She is so prepared for this gospel. Yesterday she showed up at church with her little niece in the pouring rain (if it's raining, count on seeing no one outside. Thais won't chance getting their head wet or else they'll get sick, haha) wearing a skirt she just bought! Nothing we'd ever really taught her, she just noticed other people doing it, and bought a skirt with the little money she has. This is the same woman that tried to pay tithing her second sunday at church, ha. I love her so much, she will be baptized here in a couple weeks, if all goes well. I love these people more every day.
We've also been teaching Phii Laa--Heidi, I'm sorry I keep mentioning you, but these people would be just the people for you! Ha, Most of them are so quirky, they are precisely the people we'd find humor in together. Oh my heck...you would die if you saw this lady, all of you would! She's so cute! She is the most humble woman, has had so many questions since the first day we taught her, laughs all the time, eagerly reads everything we give her, is really shy, and wears the funniest things. She always wears a humongous polo shirt with bright colored Thai-pattern shorts, with stretch pants underneath that, then bold colored socks pulled up over the stretch pants, with some berkenstock-like sandals. Heid, I know you're laughing so hard right now. Oh man she is so cute. She has also been consistently coming to church and soaking it all up! She has quite a difficult situation--she 40, lives with her brother and mom who are both unable to work, so she sells lemonade to support all 3 people. This woman is constantly tired. She has been talking with members to try to find better work, I hope she does. She will hopefully be baptized this month, as well.
The work is moving forward, that's for sure. I'm loving every second I'm here! I just want to make a shout-out to all my parents this week....yes, all of you. :) I cannot imagine my life without any of you in it! I know I certainly haven't been the easiest child to deal with over the years--let's be honest. But I have learned from every single one of your examples. There is a boy who comes to the ward all the time, we aren't sure if he even has a home. He's about 13 or 14, always wanders into sacrament meeting on Sundays, stays to scrounge up whatever food he can. All the members are familiar with him and invite him to everything. Just the other night we were eating pizza at the church (the 6 missionaries), and he came in. We all gave him a piece and he scarfed it down like I've never seen anyone scarf pizza. We soon found out it was his first time ever eating pizza (that's actually strange, Pizza Hut is all over in Thailand). He's the cutest boy, homeless, but feels safe at the church. Sunday I felt overwhelmed with gratitude for my parents. Thank you for taking an interest in me and my siblings lives, helping us become the best we can be, and loving us enough to correct us. I love you all so much! You each have a special place in my heart.
Well...I better run! Dad, Randy, Daniel, and others...I hope you had a wonderful birthday week last week! I thought of you a lot and love you so much! And I 've attached some pictures of last week with Yim and some other random pictures. Enjoy! Make it a great week, family. I love you all so much! Don't forget to laugh--It'll get you through anything.
All My Love,
Sister Naegle
This week the quote is from our sweet President Henry B. Eyring:
"I must go 'til He comes, give 'til I drop, preach 'til all I know, and work 'til He stops me."
Monday, August 2, 2010
chiang mai is lovely.
Seriously, I love this city. There is so much to do, to see, everything!! Today we went up to Doi Suthep, a huge wat (Buddhist Temple) on top of a mountain overlooking Chaing Mai. It was pretty much like any other wat--lots of gold, lots of statues, lots of bells, lots of candles, etc. I just watch these people falling all over themselves in front of a statue, and wonder, "What could you possibly be getting from that?" I want to just storm all the wats with pamphlets and Book of Mormons, shouting the truth at the top of my lungs. Dad, you should've given me some coaching on how it's done! If only they knew the truth.
This week has been good...I've definitely struggled a little more this week than the first, haha. The "Thailand bug" caught hold of me, I'm afraid. I won't go into too much detail, but just know that it isn't a whole lot of fun. I really, really hate just sitting in the apartment, though, so we've still been getting out. For some reason I feel better when I'm testifying in broken Thai. Funny how that works. Emmer and Kirsten--I have been living off the granola bars you sent me at the MTC! Thank you so much for sending them, they are the only thing that ever sounds good. Haha. And Lizard and Matt, I discovered the Almond Magnums here.......the death of me! That has been dinner the past 2 nights. Luckily there is a 7-11 pretty much on ever corner here, literally, so I can just stop in and get some crackers or something easy on the stomach. There are definitely interesting things to buy. They do have tim-tams, I don't know if any of you are familiar with them. Missionary's like to "slam" every once in a while, which is eating a package of these cookies and milk in all sorts of creative ways. They're like chocolatey wafer cookies. I guess i'll get into it sooner or later.
Well, now that I've talked a whole lot about nothing, let me tell you a little about my apartment! Some of you asked about it. It's really quite nice, compared to so many of the homes we teach in. It's the Thai version of a Townhouse. Thai version=no carpet, lizards all over the walls, a miniscule fridge (that I'm so grateful for!), gas stove, 2 rooms with air conditioning (I love it. It's a mission rule to have at least one air conditioned room, I guess), and 2 bathrooms. I've heard from a couple people that Thailand is like the Mexico of Asia. I honestly don't think that's far off, from the times I've visited Mexico and our trip to South America, it's very similar. It's so nice here! I'm literally sweating all the time, and it's not even the hot season, haha. I'm living in "heaven!" It's only going to get cooler, too. I'm very, very grateful.
Sister Young has been here about a year, next week. She will be here one more moves after this, then she goes home! I'm learning more and more from here every day. She's an amazing trainer. She has taught me a lot about the people, and I have witnessed a lot myself. The members here are amazing! The other night we had an appt with a man we met at English class, who told us he lived close to the church. So we met a member at the church about 5 minutes before we were supposed to be there, and called him for directions. Turns out he lives about 25 minutes away! Haha...Thai people. Anyway, as soon as this member found this out, she ran to tell the District President's wife, who grabbed her keys and hurried us into her car. She wasn't even planning on going with us, but they both ended up coming and getting us to the appt (although we were late). They are so willing to drop everything to help us.
I love my mission president, by the way. I don't know if I mentioned him or not. I thought at first he was going to be this quiet, older man. But he is down to business. I love it. I guess he's made some dramatic changes here the past year. He has really been focusing most of our efforts in finding families. If we teach a single person, they have to be golden, otherwise we need to drop them. It's kind of sad, because we've already gone through some investigators. But they have to really be progressing fast in order to stay with them. Sister Young says we cycle through investigators like crazy. But we've already seen some miracles in being able to go back to their homes and teach their families. Hopefully we stay faithful and really try to find those who are waiting. I'm doing my best! Sister Smith is awesome, too. She's pretty talkative, and super sweet. She's a lovely "stand-in Mom" while I'm here. She helps us so much!
The people here are incredible, member or not. They are so hospitable, and so giving. A lot of times when we contact, they just let us into their house because they feel "grengchay," or...obligated? There's not a direct translation in English. Anyway, they just let us come because they're trying to be nice. So we try to win 'em over with a killer first lesson! Haha. My Thai is really improving every day. Lessons when I get frustrated and want to speak more, I speak horribly. Heavenly Father totally withdraws help. But lessons that I really study before, and work hard to learn what I need to say, and pray all throughout? They go so smoothly! I hate when my Thai gets in the way of what I'm really trying to say, and everyday it really is getting better. Heavenly Father is blessing me so much, and I witness miracle daily.
Riding bikes is fun! The other night we pretty much rode in the rain all day long...I got home drenched. Like, water dripping off every part of me.The best part is my clothes didn't dry for 2 day after, even hanging up to dry! Ha, everything pretty much stays wet all the time. I love not having to use lotion, though! I'm getting pretty used to being frumpy and greasy, haha. Sounds sick, but what can you do? Riding bikes all day, you're wet all the time...so sorry if these pictures I'm attaching aren't too cute. :) Ha, get used to it for the next 16 months!
Sounds like the 24th of July was fun! Shelby, you better watch your language, little girl! Hahahahaha, I was laughing so hard at that. I can just see Manda being mortified. Livvy, Happy Birthday!!!! I'm so sorry I missed telling you last week, I hope it was fun.
Oh, we taught English class last week! I will just say this: we taught the "advanced" class, and I got a glimpse of what I sound like to the Thai people over here. So many things were said, and I just had to wait to laugh until after. They really have so much patience with me, always telling me that I'm "very skilled," but we all know the truth. Haha. It was fun to be able to speak English with them!
We went to Sizzle on Saturday to start our fast! Haha, I guess there are Sizzlers all over the place, which is crazy. We enjoyed a delicious salad bar. Luckily in Chiang Mai there is lots of farang food, so I have things that will help my stomach and ease me into it. I had a Thai dish the other day that only had 1 pepper in it, I thought I was going to die. One Elder gets 20, which is the highest you go, Sister Young gets 4-5. I will get used to it, I'm sure. We eat a lot from vendors off the street here. We rarely cook for ourselves, though we did make cookie dough last night! Mostly we just get a plate of food from a vendor for $1, and I can hardly eat the whole thing. There are tons and tons of fruit vendors, so the watermelon and pineapple have kept me going. It's sooooo delicious. I love the fruit! Think of the best watermelon you've ever tasted in America, and multiply it by 50. It's so good.
Anyway, I better get running. I love you all so much, thank you for the prayers! I want you to know I have felt the prayers and the help from you. Heavenly Father blesses me every day, and I have the courage to keep going. I'll be honest--I've been a little homesick. But after everytime I pray, I recieve strength from God to get through another day. "One day at a time" has been my phrase lately. I love you all! I hope all is going well for you at home. I love to hear from you!!
Love,
Sister Naegle
Pictures--our trip to the wat today, a beautiful garden, an out look over Chiang Mai, some Monks at the temple, me and Sister Young! Oh, and my picture of me in the pink is my first few minutes in Chiang Mai. That was at 5:30 am here, right after our 10 hour bus ride. WELCOME TO THAILAND, haha. I love you!!!!
Monday, July 26, 2010
I'm here!!
Yes, that's right...I've finally arrived in Thailand. Ha, it's so great, I am in love with it already! I have so much to tell you all. Where to begin?!
First of all, I'm sure you're wondering where I'm currently serving. I am in the beautiful....CHANG MAI (also known as "heaven" around here)!!! It is so beautiful. There are lots of farangs (white people) here on vacation from America, Australia, Europe, you name it. And for all sorts of reasons--they're sick of corporate America, to studying Thai for a year, to wanting to become Buddhist. Haha. There are still plenty of Thais, though, and they are wonderful. My companion is Sister Young from Orem, UT. She is incredible! Jac, you said you spent a day with a greenie that reminded you of me? WELL, this sister is a mixture of Liz and Jaclyn--she's perfect! I seriously love her, and we've gotten along really well. She's very patient with me, and gives me opportunities to grow and learn. She is also Steve Young's niece! Ha, unnecessary info, but it's fun to know. We're going to get along great.
It was so good to talk to so many of you last week! I hope Shelby's birthday party went well. :) I'm sorry I didn't get to talk to you, Shelb! Christmas is just around the corner, haha. We got to Thailand, were picked up by Pres Smith and his cute wife, and went to their house. We had a nice lunch, figured out a bunch of paperwork, then he gave us a surprise--we went inviting! I placed a Book of Mormon and got a return appointment with a family. It was super nerve racking, but it helped when the older sister I was with said, "This is her first day in Thailand!" Ha, they were pretty receptive after that. We then had an authentic Thai dinner at President's house, and hit the hay early. I honestly could not keep my eyes open at all. I've never felt quite so tired. But I woke up the next day, Wednesday, feeling quite normal! After that I haven't been affected much by the time change. After a nice breakfast of fried rice, hahaha, we went to moves meeting where I met my new companion! It was fun to see the older district that left before us, too. We soon after got on a bus headed for Chang Mai--11 hour bus ride! LIZ.................remember Ecuador and all it's glory? Just ponder those precious moments for a second and you'll know my first few hours in Thailand. Hahaha, it has been so fun. I got on the bus just sweating like crazy, and plopped in my chair totally beat. Luckily I slept most of the bus ride. We got to our appt in Chang Mai at 6:00 am the next day, slept for 20 minutes, and got up at 6:30 for my first day on the job! Haha, long day, but it was great! We've been having a lot of lessons thanks to the companionship here before, it's been really fun. Sis Young said we had more on Saturday than she did her first 3 weeks here! We had 6 appts that day. I don't say much in lessons, I'm mostly just straining to understand. But she'll turn to me and ask me to explain some simple concept, or bear my testimony, or whatever. I can do that! It definitely gets better with each lesson, and I feel I can add more and more. The Thai is coming! The hardest part is not being able to express myself in Thai the way I do in English, but that will come. Heavenly Father has already blessed me a ton just these past 6 days! It's been incredible to see and feel.
SO--Thailand. Ha, so many things to say! Our apt is nice, or "high so" (high society). We at least have a washer! There's lizards all over the walls, and I'm pretty used to ants all over everything. There are just so many things. The other day in the park we were sitting on a bench eating, and all the sudden across the way this old man turns on these huge speakers and people start gathering for an aerobics class in the middle of the park! Haha, it was hilarious. Picking noses in public is no big deal, either. Don't worry--I'm using lots of hand sanitizer. Oh, CRAZY story! Yesterday, Sunday, we were heading to church on our bikes (yes, we've been riding bikes a lot. White Rim crew--remember our sore bums on that trails? This takes a close second). Sis Young was ahead of me a ways, and we came to a corner when all the sudden this dog came running around the corner at full speed. We were cruising pretty fast, so all she had time to do was hit the dog! She nailed him, flew over the handle bars, and got a bit scraped up. It was a little intense in the moment, but now we just laugh about it. Haha. Who hits a dog at full speed on a bike? Sister missionaries in Thailand.
The bike riding is fun, I really love it. They have some clips here we can clip our skirts to the side so they kind of stay out of the way. Notice I say kind of. Haha. I'm pretty used to being wet all the time--either from rain or sweat. It's the rainy season now, so we've been caught in some storms already. It's just SO beautiful here! Get on google and look it up. This is the super touristy part of Thailand, with the elephant riding, rock climbing, hikes, etc all around. We'll be pretty busy on preparation days.
The other day we were riding through a neighborhood inviting, when we stopped at a house on the corner. The walls are garage doors, so everything was open. We saw a grandma sitting in there and decided to talk with her. We call her khunyay, which is like a respectful way of calling elderly people. (yay=grandma). She reminded me so much of Grandma Rosie! She is the sweetest woman, and so generous and kind. We got to talking, and telling her a little bit about ourselves and what we were doing. As we talked we found out (well, Sis Young found out and told me after) she is 78 years old, has a couple children and lives alone. Furthermore, she has never heard of God before, let alone Jesus Christ. That's common in Thailand, but not necessarily in Chang Mai, There's actually quite a few Christians here. Anyway, Sister Young gave her a Restoration pamphlet and asked me to say a prayer after she explained it. She said she felt something! I felt so much love for her at that moment. I know it was the love of God working within me and helping me love this woman. It amazed me that God has been aware of this woman for eternity, let alone these 78 years on earth. He has watched her, helped her, grieved with her, rejoiced with her, all the while she has never known of his name. Is that not mind boggling? We're going back to visit with her again, and she wants to come to church with us. We'll see what happens.
We've had lot of other incredible experiences already. A couple of people have even told us that they had dreams of farangs just days before we showed up in their home. I was beginning to think that was a common occurrence, but Sister Young assures me that these stories are not typical. We've seen some awesome and miraculous things! I love it here. I'll continue to help her teach, doing all I can, and trust that God will touch their hearts as I put mine out there. It's already happened.
Last night I had quite a different Sunday dinner than I've ever had. We took a few investigators to the District President's home, with his family and the Branch President. We were on the floor, with 3 little flame stoves out, and a bunch of raw meat/fish with noodles and cabbage out. We all just sat down and started cooking our meals to order! Ha, it was so fun. Nin, a 13 yr old investigator we have, was with us. She speaks English very well and is my little tutor. Everyone got a kick out of me not being able to use chopsticks, but I was determined not to use the fork they kept offering me. Everyone just laughed and laughed, the little 9 yr olds were in total awe I couldn't use them. It's like seeing someone not be able to use a fork! I felt a little foolish, haha, but improved significantly by the end of the night. :) Everything is so fun here. Different, but that makes if more fun, right? I love it.
Well, I love you all so much family! I have an hour to email, so don't be afraid to send a little note if you'd like. Not necessarily novels, but I'd love to hear from you! Preparation Days are Monday. It is 4:00 pm Monday here, so it's 2:00 am Monday there. I think. Anyway, I love you so much. I'm so grateful to be here! Sometimes it's a little overwhelming, but then I remember I'm on a mission and qualify for help as I work for it. So, I've decided I'll just get to work, pray hard, and expect miracles. They've already come to pass! It's interesting being on the other side of these letters as the missionary. Dad says I'm a little preachy, I'll try to tone it down. :) I just wish you could see inside my heart right now! There's a million things going on, changes being made. I love it. I love you all! Make it a great week!
Love,
Sisdah Naygun
(emphasis on the "gun", haha. They spelled my name wrong! I think they though it was Nay-gul, of course, but that doesn't translate into the Thai alphabet very well, Haha. So, I've been Sister Nay-gun for the past week, haha. Thailand is the best. Seriously.)
First of all, I'm sure you're wondering where I'm currently serving. I am in the beautiful....CHANG MAI (also known as "heaven" around here)!!! It is so beautiful. There are lots of farangs (white people) here on vacation from America, Australia, Europe, you name it. And for all sorts of reasons--they're sick of corporate America, to studying Thai for a year, to wanting to become Buddhist. Haha. There are still plenty of Thais, though, and they are wonderful. My companion is Sister Young from Orem, UT. She is incredible! Jac, you said you spent a day with a greenie that reminded you of me? WELL, this sister is a mixture of Liz and Jaclyn--she's perfect! I seriously love her, and we've gotten along really well. She's very patient with me, and gives me opportunities to grow and learn. She is also Steve Young's niece! Ha, unnecessary info, but it's fun to know. We're going to get along great.
It was so good to talk to so many of you last week! I hope Shelby's birthday party went well. :) I'm sorry I didn't get to talk to you, Shelb! Christmas is just around the corner, haha. We got to Thailand, were picked up by Pres Smith and his cute wife, and went to their house. We had a nice lunch, figured out a bunch of paperwork, then he gave us a surprise--we went inviting! I placed a Book of Mormon and got a return appointment with a family. It was super nerve racking, but it helped when the older sister I was with said, "This is her first day in Thailand!" Ha, they were pretty receptive after that. We then had an authentic Thai dinner at President's house, and hit the hay early. I honestly could not keep my eyes open at all. I've never felt quite so tired. But I woke up the next day, Wednesday, feeling quite normal! After that I haven't been affected much by the time change. After a nice breakfast of fried rice, hahaha, we went to moves meeting where I met my new companion! It was fun to see the older district that left before us, too. We soon after got on a bus headed for Chang Mai--11 hour bus ride! LIZ.................remember Ecuador and all it's glory? Just ponder those precious moments for a second and you'll know my first few hours in Thailand. Hahaha, it has been so fun. I got on the bus just sweating like crazy, and plopped in my chair totally beat. Luckily I slept most of the bus ride. We got to our appt in Chang Mai at 6:00 am the next day, slept for 20 minutes, and got up at 6:30 for my first day on the job! Haha, long day, but it was great! We've been having a lot of lessons thanks to the companionship here before, it's been really fun. Sis Young said we had more on Saturday than she did her first 3 weeks here! We had 6 appts that day. I don't say much in lessons, I'm mostly just straining to understand. But she'll turn to me and ask me to explain some simple concept, or bear my testimony, or whatever. I can do that! It definitely gets better with each lesson, and I feel I can add more and more. The Thai is coming! The hardest part is not being able to express myself in Thai the way I do in English, but that will come. Heavenly Father has already blessed me a ton just these past 6 days! It's been incredible to see and feel.
SO--Thailand. Ha, so many things to say! Our apt is nice, or "high so" (high society). We at least have a washer! There's lizards all over the walls, and I'm pretty used to ants all over everything. There are just so many things. The other day in the park we were sitting on a bench eating, and all the sudden across the way this old man turns on these huge speakers and people start gathering for an aerobics class in the middle of the park! Haha, it was hilarious. Picking noses in public is no big deal, either. Don't worry--I'm using lots of hand sanitizer. Oh, CRAZY story! Yesterday, Sunday, we were heading to church on our bikes (yes, we've been riding bikes a lot. White Rim crew--remember our sore bums on that trails? This takes a close second). Sis Young was ahead of me a ways, and we came to a corner when all the sudden this dog came running around the corner at full speed. We were cruising pretty fast, so all she had time to do was hit the dog! She nailed him, flew over the handle bars, and got a bit scraped up. It was a little intense in the moment, but now we just laugh about it. Haha. Who hits a dog at full speed on a bike? Sister missionaries in Thailand.
The bike riding is fun, I really love it. They have some clips here we can clip our skirts to the side so they kind of stay out of the way. Notice I say kind of. Haha. I'm pretty used to being wet all the time--either from rain or sweat. It's the rainy season now, so we've been caught in some storms already. It's just SO beautiful here! Get on google and look it up. This is the super touristy part of Thailand, with the elephant riding, rock climbing, hikes, etc all around. We'll be pretty busy on preparation days.
The other day we were riding through a neighborhood inviting, when we stopped at a house on the corner. The walls are garage doors, so everything was open. We saw a grandma sitting in there and decided to talk with her. We call her khunyay, which is like a respectful way of calling elderly people. (yay=grandma). She reminded me so much of Grandma Rosie! She is the sweetest woman, and so generous and kind. We got to talking, and telling her a little bit about ourselves and what we were doing. As we talked we found out (well, Sis Young found out and told me after) she is 78 years old, has a couple children and lives alone. Furthermore, she has never heard of God before, let alone Jesus Christ. That's common in Thailand, but not necessarily in Chang Mai, There's actually quite a few Christians here. Anyway, Sister Young gave her a Restoration pamphlet and asked me to say a prayer after she explained it. She said she felt something! I felt so much love for her at that moment. I know it was the love of God working within me and helping me love this woman. It amazed me that God has been aware of this woman for eternity, let alone these 78 years on earth. He has watched her, helped her, grieved with her, rejoiced with her, all the while she has never known of his name. Is that not mind boggling? We're going back to visit with her again, and she wants to come to church with us. We'll see what happens.
We've had lot of other incredible experiences already. A couple of people have even told us that they had dreams of farangs just days before we showed up in their home. I was beginning to think that was a common occurrence, but Sister Young assures me that these stories are not typical. We've seen some awesome and miraculous things! I love it here. I'll continue to help her teach, doing all I can, and trust that God will touch their hearts as I put mine out there. It's already happened.
Last night I had quite a different Sunday dinner than I've ever had. We took a few investigators to the District President's home, with his family and the Branch President. We were on the floor, with 3 little flame stoves out, and a bunch of raw meat/fish with noodles and cabbage out. We all just sat down and started cooking our meals to order! Ha, it was so fun. Nin, a 13 yr old investigator we have, was with us. She speaks English very well and is my little tutor. Everyone got a kick out of me not being able to use chopsticks, but I was determined not to use the fork they kept offering me. Everyone just laughed and laughed, the little 9 yr olds were in total awe I couldn't use them. It's like seeing someone not be able to use a fork! I felt a little foolish, haha, but improved significantly by the end of the night. :) Everything is so fun here. Different, but that makes if more fun, right? I love it.
Well, I love you all so much family! I have an hour to email, so don't be afraid to send a little note if you'd like. Not necessarily novels, but I'd love to hear from you! Preparation Days are Monday. It is 4:00 pm Monday here, so it's 2:00 am Monday there. I think. Anyway, I love you so much. I'm so grateful to be here! Sometimes it's a little overwhelming, but then I remember I'm on a mission and qualify for help as I work for it. So, I've decided I'll just get to work, pray hard, and expect miracles. They've already come to pass! It's interesting being on the other side of these letters as the missionary. Dad says I'm a little preachy, I'll try to tone it down. :) I just wish you could see inside my heart right now! There's a million things going on, changes being made. I love it. I love you all! Make it a great week!
Love,
Sisdah Naygun
(emphasis on the "gun", haha. They spelled my name wrong! I think they though it was Nay-gul, of course, but that doesn't translate into the Thai alphabet very well, Haha. So, I've been Sister Nay-gun for the past week, haha. Thailand is the best. Seriously.)
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
LAST WEEK!!!
I cannot believe how time is flying here. I am down to my last week. Some of you know already, but I have my flight plans for SUNDAY NIGHT!! That's right, I fly to LAX at 9:30 Sunday night, then to Taipe, Taiwan, then off to Bangkok. Oh my goodness I can't believe it's here. But I'm so ready....mentally. Haha. I'm expecting to be terrible with the language for the first while. I won't understand most of what's going on, and it will be difficult, I'm sure. But I expect myself to still be the best misisonary I can. I can still smile, I can still serve, I can still love. You don't need language to feel the spirit! That will be my focus for the first while, as I try to get the language down. Anyway, needless to say I'm ECSTATIC.
How was the wedding?! Kell and Dave I'm so excited for you. By the way---I met Ph>>n and Sanyaa in the TRC on Saturday--they were my investigators!!!! They are wonderful! We started off the lesson in Thai, finding out a little about each other. I said I was from Bountiful, they asked if I knew a Kelly Week. I was shocked, and told them, "She's my sister!" They got so excited and proceeded to tell me the connection. I just started crying on the spot, it was sooo special. They described the wedding, the tent, everything (though they weren't there, their daughter was and told them about it?). Anyway, It was a little taste of home, and I loved it. They are such sweet people. I even understood them a little bit! :)
Happy Birthday to Shelby, Mom and Lauren Ashley this week!! :) Sorry if I'm forgetting anyone, this is off the top of my head. I hope you're all doing well, and have great birthdays. I love you so much. Shelb, I can't believe you can count to 10 AND sing the ABCs! You're so big! Happy Birthday Lauren, you're a sweetheart and I love you! Mom...you are the best. I hope you realize the impact you've had on my life--you've helped me prepare for this mission and I love you for it. You are so wonderful, and an angel in my life!
I wanted to use this email to tell you about my experience at the MTC, overall. As I've pondered over it the past few days, I've realized some incredible things. Before I came to the MTC, I was so sure this was going to be the greatest experience of my life. I wasn't quite sure how, yet. I had just heard that a lot, and expected it. Within the first 2 weeks, I was humbled a lot. I thought I was ready and prepared to do this. And I was, but not by myself. I needed God's help more than I ever have in my entire life. I needed Him. If this was His work, then He needed to help this helpless human being accomplish it! I know that God knows my weaknesses. All of you know that I tend to be rather analytical about everything. Especially myself. I've wondered countless times if I really have what it takes to be here. The beauty of the past 2 weeks have been life changing for me. I know that God know my weaknesses! He knows more than I do, in everything about me. BUT--He's okay with those weaknesses. I was still called by Him to perform this work. When I compare myself to others (which is easy to do in our District, they're all incredible!), it is not for my benefit. I am essentially telling God that my gifts and talents are not good enough (see Moroni 10:8)!! God knows what He blessed me with. He knows that I need His help. He knows that I also have the gifts and talents to do what He's asked me to do. It's like a symphony. We each have our own harmony! We each have a role. When played alone, any instrument sounds sad, lonely. But, when the whole orchestra is combined, it's incredible! I've realized that this is precisely how it is with our talents. We need each other. WE NEED the talents and gifts of all those around us. Who cares if they're better at you then something! Shape up and realize that you have talents from God too, that are just as precious and profound as so-and-so down the street. This work on earth is so much bigger than us. I've never been closer to the veil than here at the MTC. I need to realize that we need each other, God, and hard work to make this come to pass. I am one of the sons of Mosiah, going to preach to the Lamanites in a distant land. BUT, you are the Alma's of the world, staying to strengthen people right in the middle of the church! There are so many people that need you. You need them. I can't adequately express the changes I've expereinced at the MTC. If I were to return home now I'd be a different person. I can't wait to see what awaits me in Thailand! As for each of you, do your best to hold down the fort at home. You are needed, no matter your talents and ablities. I love this gospel. I love my Savior Jesus Christ, and His perfect and infinite Atonement. I've never felt His power so much in my life! It is REAL! I testify that as you experiment the things that are asked of us in the Book of Mormon, you will feel His power. I have felt it time and again here at the MTC. I love this work, and I love the people of Thailand. I have been praying for them every single prayer I've prayed for this past week....I can't believe I'm finally going! Please pray for me, the missionaries and Thailand, the Mission President, but most importanly, the people. They need it. They need this gospel. I love this work, and I LOVE BEING A MISSIONARY!!!! I love you family. Have a great week. The next time I email, I'll be in THAILAND. Oh my goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love,
Sisdah Naegle
How was the wedding?! Kell and Dave I'm so excited for you. By the way---I met Ph>>n and Sanyaa in the TRC on Saturday--they were my investigators!!!! They are wonderful! We started off the lesson in Thai, finding out a little about each other. I said I was from Bountiful, they asked if I knew a Kelly Week. I was shocked, and told them, "She's my sister!" They got so excited and proceeded to tell me the connection. I just started crying on the spot, it was sooo special. They described the wedding, the tent, everything (though they weren't there, their daughter was and told them about it?). Anyway, It was a little taste of home, and I loved it. They are such sweet people. I even understood them a little bit! :)
Happy Birthday to Shelby, Mom and Lauren Ashley this week!! :) Sorry if I'm forgetting anyone, this is off the top of my head. I hope you're all doing well, and have great birthdays. I love you so much. Shelb, I can't believe you can count to 10 AND sing the ABCs! You're so big! Happy Birthday Lauren, you're a sweetheart and I love you! Mom...you are the best. I hope you realize the impact you've had on my life--you've helped me prepare for this mission and I love you for it. You are so wonderful, and an angel in my life!
I wanted to use this email to tell you about my experience at the MTC, overall. As I've pondered over it the past few days, I've realized some incredible things. Before I came to the MTC, I was so sure this was going to be the greatest experience of my life. I wasn't quite sure how, yet. I had just heard that a lot, and expected it. Within the first 2 weeks, I was humbled a lot. I thought I was ready and prepared to do this. And I was, but not by myself. I needed God's help more than I ever have in my entire life. I needed Him. If this was His work, then He needed to help this helpless human being accomplish it! I know that God knows my weaknesses. All of you know that I tend to be rather analytical about everything. Especially myself. I've wondered countless times if I really have what it takes to be here. The beauty of the past 2 weeks have been life changing for me. I know that God know my weaknesses! He knows more than I do, in everything about me. BUT--He's okay with those weaknesses. I was still called by Him to perform this work. When I compare myself to others (which is easy to do in our District, they're all incredible!), it is not for my benefit. I am essentially telling God that my gifts and talents are not good enough (see Moroni 10:8)!! God knows what He blessed me with. He knows that I need His help. He knows that I also have the gifts and talents to do what He's asked me to do. It's like a symphony. We each have our own harmony! We each have a role. When played alone, any instrument sounds sad, lonely. But, when the whole orchestra is combined, it's incredible! I've realized that this is precisely how it is with our talents. We need each other. WE NEED the talents and gifts of all those around us. Who cares if they're better at you then something! Shape up and realize that you have talents from God too, that are just as precious and profound as so-and-so down the street. This work on earth is so much bigger than us. I've never been closer to the veil than here at the MTC. I need to realize that we need each other, God, and hard work to make this come to pass. I am one of the sons of Mosiah, going to preach to the Lamanites in a distant land. BUT, you are the Alma's of the world, staying to strengthen people right in the middle of the church! There are so many people that need you. You need them. I can't adequately express the changes I've expereinced at the MTC. If I were to return home now I'd be a different person. I can't wait to see what awaits me in Thailand! As for each of you, do your best to hold down the fort at home. You are needed, no matter your talents and ablities. I love this gospel. I love my Savior Jesus Christ, and His perfect and infinite Atonement. I've never felt His power so much in my life! It is REAL! I testify that as you experiment the things that are asked of us in the Book of Mormon, you will feel His power. I have felt it time and again here at the MTC. I love this work, and I love the people of Thailand. I have been praying for them every single prayer I've prayed for this past week....I can't believe I'm finally going! Please pray for me, the missionaries and Thailand, the Mission President, but most importanly, the people. They need it. They need this gospel. I love this work, and I LOVE BEING A MISSIONARY!!!! I love you family. Have a great week. The next time I email, I'll be in THAILAND. Oh my goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love,
Sisdah Naegle
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Less Than 2 Weeks!
I say this every week, but where does time go?! It's absolutely insane how fast it's flying. But I'm loving every minute. Several of you have asked about travel plans...I don't have them yet, but we're hoping by Thursday we'll have them. I can't believe it's here! I supposed I'll never feel ready. I've realized this week that it isn't that I'm not learning anymore at the MTC, it's just that things are coming a lot slower. I'm going to be much more effective if I'm just thrown into the fire. Turns out I get my wish in 2 weeks! Pray for me!!!!
Last Tuesday we had the opportunity of hearing from Sister Elaine S. Dalton, the Young Women's General President. What an inspiring woman! Anyway, she usually has some sort of imagery from running in each of her talks, if you remember, and she did that night. She mentioned that in running, you "never quit halfway up the hill." What an inspiring thought! We must keep pressing forward, PRESSING forward with all our might and continue on the way. She also told a story I'm sure many of you have heard. I didn't read it, so I might butcher it, but I'll try my best. She told of a man that came to the U.S. from Tanzania to run some marathon. Part way through, he was injured terribly, but couldn't bear the thought of not finishing. So not only did he finish, he ran the rest of the race, injury and all. After the race a reporter asked him what kept him pushing along, and he simply replied, "My country did not send me 5,000 miles to begin the race; my country sent me 5,000 miles to finish the race." Not sure why, but that quote really impacted me this week. I am here to FINISH! Heavenly Father did not send us here to fail. I've adopted this quote as my mission motto, because of the meaning it has in my life. My country=family, friends, all of you at home...but particularly my Father in Heaven. He's sent me here to succeed, and that is precisely what I'll do!
Life has been good this week. I feel like we're definitely getting planning down, and it's making us much more effective. The Elders like to make fun of us..."Oh, E. Leyva, when did you want to schedule our bathroom breaks?" and "Dang it! I forgot to plan what I'm going to dream about tonight..." They're weasels, to say the least. But it makes the day go so much smoother, and we're learning so much. It's amazing what we accomplish in a day when you put a little thought into your plan.
Last week we were given the opportunity to clean the temple! It was wonderful. KELL--I heard you went through!!!!!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Isn't it the best place in the whole world? Ah I miss it already. If you go to the Provo Temple any time soon, just think that I was in there a week ago today cleaning in the women's dressing room. :) I love you! I'm so excited for you and Dave this Friday.
AND Dan and Janet! Give little Liam a kiss from me, I hear he's adorable! I hope all is well, I love you both so much and I'm praying for you.
It's amazing what a little entertainment will do around here. We get to watch a Sunday night movie every week after the devotional, and it's always some church movie. This past week, however, was "Legacy," and I'm pretty sure the last time I watched it was with Mom on your bed! Ha, I couldn't have been more than 6 or 7, but I remember it vividly. It gave me a little taste of home. Thanks Mom!
I've discovered the beauty of callus (?) knees. Haha, my ankles are as well, from all the teaching we're doing on the ground/praying. It's great, though. We have a bunch of teaching mats we use to teach on! Lots of fun. And Sister Noppomas gave us a lesson on how to sit on the ground. Needless to say, all the Elders really struggled here, haha. It will take some getting used to, but we're trying to practice now so we don't have too much of a problem in 2 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll keep you posted on my travel plans. Hopefully they're here by Thurs.
Thank you Jac and Katie for emailing Elder Hardcastle's emails. I really appreciate it! You are both so sweet and thoughtful. Kate, how are you feeling? And Jac and Kirsten, how was your trip??? Hope you had fun!
I've had some time today to reflect on my setting apart. It's amazing how so much of what Pres Martin said in my blessing as already been fulfilled, and will continue to be. I know that I am set apart for a reason. It feels so good to know that Heavenly Father is on my side. I've had a lot of witnesses this week that I am simply the avenue that Heavenly Father works through. This is not my work at all. As I've come to realize this, I've been suuuuper blessed in this work. I'm not to Thailand yet, but I have plenty of language study to do. I've set some lofty goals, as I think I mentioned last week, and I'm really striving to accomplish them. No time for details--just know that when you have righteous desires, plan with the Lord, and work with all your might to achieve it, He WILL come through for you. Ah I wish I could explain more, there's just too much! I've been very blessed with the gift of charity this past week. I can't describe the love I feel for my companions. I'm embarrassed to say that I started the MTC just thinking, "We can get along, learn from each other, etc. That's fine...we'll just kind of get through this together." HOWEVER, I testify that charity is real! I have been so blessed! I can't describe the feelings I feel for these sisters/elders. There are a couple particularly, that are sooo different from me. But I feel this love that I can't withhold! I just want to serve them and help them be the best they can be. I love them!
Anyway, I have to run. Time flies. I hope all goes well with the wedding this week! Kelly and Dave, I love you so much! Maybe I'll break my leg on Friday....:) I LOVE YOU!! Family you're the best. Keep being great examples for all those you know, and invite anyone and everyone to hear this message. I love you!!
Love,
Sisdah Naegle
Last Tuesday we had the opportunity of hearing from Sister Elaine S. Dalton, the Young Women's General President. What an inspiring woman! Anyway, she usually has some sort of imagery from running in each of her talks, if you remember, and she did that night. She mentioned that in running, you "never quit halfway up the hill." What an inspiring thought! We must keep pressing forward, PRESSING forward with all our might and continue on the way. She also told a story I'm sure many of you have heard. I didn't read it, so I might butcher it, but I'll try my best. She told of a man that came to the U.S. from Tanzania to run some marathon. Part way through, he was injured terribly, but couldn't bear the thought of not finishing. So not only did he finish, he ran the rest of the race, injury and all. After the race a reporter asked him what kept him pushing along, and he simply replied, "My country did not send me 5,000 miles to begin the race; my country sent me 5,000 miles to finish the race." Not sure why, but that quote really impacted me this week. I am here to FINISH! Heavenly Father did not send us here to fail. I've adopted this quote as my mission motto, because of the meaning it has in my life. My country=family, friends, all of you at home...but particularly my Father in Heaven. He's sent me here to succeed, and that is precisely what I'll do!
Life has been good this week. I feel like we're definitely getting planning down, and it's making us much more effective. The Elders like to make fun of us..."Oh, E. Leyva, when did you want to schedule our bathroom breaks?" and "Dang it! I forgot to plan what I'm going to dream about tonight..." They're weasels, to say the least. But it makes the day go so much smoother, and we're learning so much. It's amazing what we accomplish in a day when you put a little thought into your plan.
Last week we were given the opportunity to clean the temple! It was wonderful. KELL--I heard you went through!!!!!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Isn't it the best place in the whole world? Ah I miss it already. If you go to the Provo Temple any time soon, just think that I was in there a week ago today cleaning in the women's dressing room. :) I love you! I'm so excited for you and Dave this Friday.
AND Dan and Janet! Give little Liam a kiss from me, I hear he's adorable! I hope all is well, I love you both so much and I'm praying for you.
It's amazing what a little entertainment will do around here. We get to watch a Sunday night movie every week after the devotional, and it's always some church movie. This past week, however, was "Legacy," and I'm pretty sure the last time I watched it was with Mom on your bed! Ha, I couldn't have been more than 6 or 7, but I remember it vividly. It gave me a little taste of home. Thanks Mom!
I've discovered the beauty of callus (?) knees. Haha, my ankles are as well, from all the teaching we're doing on the ground/praying. It's great, though. We have a bunch of teaching mats we use to teach on! Lots of fun. And Sister Noppomas gave us a lesson on how to sit on the ground. Needless to say, all the Elders really struggled here, haha. It will take some getting used to, but we're trying to practice now so we don't have too much of a problem in 2 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll keep you posted on my travel plans. Hopefully they're here by Thurs.
Thank you Jac and Katie for emailing Elder Hardcastle's emails. I really appreciate it! You are both so sweet and thoughtful. Kate, how are you feeling? And Jac and Kirsten, how was your trip??? Hope you had fun!
I've had some time today to reflect on my setting apart. It's amazing how so much of what Pres Martin said in my blessing as already been fulfilled, and will continue to be. I know that I am set apart for a reason. It feels so good to know that Heavenly Father is on my side. I've had a lot of witnesses this week that I am simply the avenue that Heavenly Father works through. This is not my work at all. As I've come to realize this, I've been suuuuper blessed in this work. I'm not to Thailand yet, but I have plenty of language study to do. I've set some lofty goals, as I think I mentioned last week, and I'm really striving to accomplish them. No time for details--just know that when you have righteous desires, plan with the Lord, and work with all your might to achieve it, He WILL come through for you. Ah I wish I could explain more, there's just too much! I've been very blessed with the gift of charity this past week. I can't describe the love I feel for my companions. I'm embarrassed to say that I started the MTC just thinking, "We can get along, learn from each other, etc. That's fine...we'll just kind of get through this together." HOWEVER, I testify that charity is real! I have been so blessed! I can't describe the feelings I feel for these sisters/elders. There are a couple particularly, that are sooo different from me. But I feel this love that I can't withhold! I just want to serve them and help them be the best they can be. I love them!
Anyway, I have to run. Time flies. I hope all goes well with the wedding this week! Kelly and Dave, I love you so much! Maybe I'll break my leg on Friday....:) I LOVE YOU!! Family you're the best. Keep being great examples for all those you know, and invite anyone and everyone to hear this message. I love you!!
Love,
Sisdah Naegle
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