Yes, last week was crazy, haha. It was one of the craziest I've ever had, as far as life experiences go. But all that I learned greatly surpasses everything that I struggle with. It was so great! I'll tell you what, though, as soon as SIster Young walked through the door I ran for a hug. Haha, we both felt grateful for the week, but we are excited to get back to work. She was in Bangkok learning about the new MTC curriculum, and got lots of ideas and such for teaching. She feels rejuvinated coming up on her last moves. Yikes! As for me...? I can't count all that I learned, I'll tell you the most important.
1) I learned that Heavenly Father doesn't have a standard on what the "best" is. He is aware that everyone is different! He knows each individual person, and loves each of us equally. Stop and think about tha magnitude of that thought. Not just a fleeting thought--really think about it. Heavenly Father, the Father of all the earth and creator of worlds, knows you. He knows your heart, desires, fears, everything. I became more aware of that myself last week then ever before in my entire life. I've never felt His presence so near. I spent so many moments last week thinking, "Heavenly Father, any other missionary would be doing a better job here than me. Why am I here?" I didn't recieve my answer until the end of the week. I learned that no matter what any other person does, all Heavenly Father requires is your best. Your absolute best, and He will allow His grace to step into your life. Sheesh, I know next to nothing about the way the missionary stuff works, I feel like I just got here! I'm sure there were lots of things I could've done better last week. But I can tell you that I did the vest best I could, and through the grace of Jesus Christ, He made the difference. We were still able to have a successful week (24 lessons) and figure some things out about our investigators that we've needed to know. I know that because of Jesus Christ, I was able to make it through last week successfully. Sure, I could've merely existed last week and made it to Friday by the skin of my teeth, but I really put forth effort. I am so grateful for that experience. What you've been hearing all your life is true! Do your best, and He will make up the rest. Never a more true statement.
2) This is pretty similar to what I said above, but I also know that God helps those who help themselves (Dad...). This is SO true. No matter what is going on in your life, if you act, He'll help you. I can't talk until I'm blue in the face, but the fact of the matter is, this needs to be experienced. I would invite anyone who has questions about what I'm saying to ACT! You will see miracles occure in your life.
I could say a lot more about last week, but this summary will suffice. Just know it was hard, but it was sooo worth it. I am growing to love this experience more and more every day. There are days it still hits me when I'm riding my bike and see something strange on the streets of Thailand (a 90+ yr old man cruising on a bike, elephants in the street, etc)....I am in THAILAND. Isn't that weird? It's still weird. Haha. I'm loving it so much...
Ok--Sar, I got your DearElder last week, but I honestly think normal mail is better. Thank you for the update on everything! I am praying for you every day. BECCA--HOW ARE YOU??!! I loved hearing from you in your email! I don't know if you get these or not, I just sent you a letter in the mail. I love you, dear! Mary/Matt, thank you for that missionary book. It has been so neat to go through and know that my other siblings that have served missions used the same book. It is so precious to me! Thank you so much for sending it. And of course, my "Best Friend Sister Twin".....Janelly Bean! Ha! Thank you so much for your cute email, I loved it! How are you?! I can't believe Jane left, I am sooo sorry. Tell everyone hello, and that I miss them all. I hope Nursing is still the best time of your life. :) You're an LPN, too! Congrats! Love you. Jamie--I got your letter this week! I love you so much. Thanks for thinking of me! I'll write soon. You are the best! Cuz Amy...thanks so much for your cute letter! I loved the advice you gave me, and I'm really trying to apply it in my life. I hope all is going well with you and Greg--I love you!
Ok, yesterday at church it was so amazing. We met this woman, Phii Thoom, at the house of one of our investigators. We were able to get her contact info and return to teach her. She has literally grasped to everything we have taught her! She is one of the most amazingly spiritual people...I know that Heavenly Father prepares/works with these people long before we ever show up on the scene. She is so prepared for this gospel. Yesterday she showed up at church with her little niece in the pouring rain (if it's raining, count on seeing no one outside. Thais won't chance getting their head wet or else they'll get sick, haha) wearing a skirt she just bought! Nothing we'd ever really taught her, she just noticed other people doing it, and bought a skirt with the little money she has. This is the same woman that tried to pay tithing her second sunday at church, ha. I love her so much, she will be baptized here in a couple weeks, if all goes well. I love these people more every day.
We've also been teaching Phii Laa--Heidi, I'm sorry I keep mentioning you, but these people would be just the people for you! Ha, Most of them are so quirky, they are precisely the people we'd find humor in together. Oh my heck...you would die if you saw this lady, all of you would! She's so cute! She is the most humble woman, has had so many questions since the first day we taught her, laughs all the time, eagerly reads everything we give her, is really shy, and wears the funniest things. She always wears a humongous polo shirt with bright colored Thai-pattern shorts, with stretch pants underneath that, then bold colored socks pulled up over the stretch pants, with some berkenstock-like sandals. Heid, I know you're laughing so hard right now. Oh man she is so cute. She has also been consistently coming to church and soaking it all up! She has quite a difficult situation--she 40, lives with her brother and mom who are both unable to work, so she sells lemonade to support all 3 people. This woman is constantly tired. She has been talking with members to try to find better work, I hope she does. She will hopefully be baptized this month, as well.
The work is moving forward, that's for sure. I'm loving every second I'm here! I just want to make a shout-out to all my parents this week....yes, all of you. :) I cannot imagine my life without any of you in it! I know I certainly haven't been the easiest child to deal with over the years--let's be honest. But I have learned from every single one of your examples. There is a boy who comes to the ward all the time, we aren't sure if he even has a home. He's about 13 or 14, always wanders into sacrament meeting on Sundays, stays to scrounge up whatever food he can. All the members are familiar with him and invite him to everything. Just the other night we were eating pizza at the church (the 6 missionaries), and he came in. We all gave him a piece and he scarfed it down like I've never seen anyone scarf pizza. We soon found out it was his first time ever eating pizza (that's actually strange, Pizza Hut is all over in Thailand). He's the cutest boy, homeless, but feels safe at the church. Sunday I felt overwhelmed with gratitude for my parents. Thank you for taking an interest in me and my siblings lives, helping us become the best we can be, and loving us enough to correct us. I love you all so much! You each have a special place in my heart.
Well...I better run! Dad, Randy, Daniel, and others...I hope you had a wonderful birthday week last week! I thought of you a lot and love you so much! And I 've attached some pictures of last week with Yim and some other random pictures. Enjoy! Make it a great week, family. I love you all so much! Don't forget to laugh--It'll get you through anything.
All My Love,
Sister Naegle
This week the quote is from our sweet President Henry B. Eyring:
"I must go 'til He comes, give 'til I drop, preach 'til all I know, and work 'til He stops me."
Monday, August 30, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
.where to begin.
This week has been insane, to be honest. That is the honest truth. I wish I had time to tell you everything, but I'll try my best to include the most important things. Okay. Last week we had a crazy crazy week. We taught 29 lessons! And have 12 baptismal daters! And 32 progressors we are planning for! After all the craziness of the week, we got a call from the Elders Saturday morning saying, "Ok sisters, pack your bags. We're leaving first thing Monday morning to Bangkok for a training meeting for Sister Young." We were already booked with appts like 4-5 days out--this was not in our schedule! We immediately got to work to try to smooth things over for the next week, when Sister Young got the idea--"Sister Naegle, what if you stayed here next week? If you stayed with a member, you could teach, blah blah blah...." By this point, my mind was totally taken over by a blanket of blackness. WHAT?! I can't stay here by myself for a 5 days, with a khonthay (thai person), and teach without Sister Young, in my 5th week of the mission!!!! HECK NO. Haha. Of course, none of this was shared with her, I just smiled, nodded, while my mind was going crazy. Hahaha. After a couple hours, we talked about it again. I had calmed down by this point, and was able to think rationally, haha. We made some calls to members, and decided we'd think it over the next day (Sunday). After going back and forth all day, it worked out that I'd be with Sister Boone (an RM from D.C. that is pretty much American...she's an AP sister missionary), and then with a 19 yr old college student every evening/night/morning. I was totally caught between feeling glad and scared out of my mind!! As I prayed, I knew that if all else felt uncertain, there was one thing I knew for sure: Heavenly Father will help those who do what He asks. I know that. I've seen it in my life, time and again, some larger experiences than others. I know this principle, but this still required some faith! Sister Young is convinced this is setting me up for some interesting experiences in the future, depending on what President and Heavenly Father witness in my efforts. But I didn't want to do it just so President Smith would think I was capable. I wanted to do it IF Heavenly Father thought it was the best thing for me and for the investigators. As we thought and prayed, we both felt really good about it (especially with the help of Sister Boone). Man. It has been a crazy week, to say the least. I haven't taught a lot, but it's been hard without Sister Young. The lessons we have taught have gone really well, and Sister Boone's fearless attitude we've been able to get some obstacles out in the open with investigators.
Monday night we went to Pa Pongs and Ma N for FHE--they are two of our investigators, and my Thai parents (I think I've mentioned them before)!! They are incredible. She taught me how to make padthai, which is delicious. Hopefully I can remember it! Anyway, they always call me their daughter, they don't have any children together. They are so cute. I will attach a picture next time, this computer doesn't have it. I am witnessing miracles with the language...sometimes it come out better than others, and those are the times I know these people really need to hear it. I know the gift of tongues is real! When i go in and can bear my testimony, saying words I've only looked at once before....then as soon as I leave I can't even order a meal at dinner? Ha, the gift of tongues is real.
I feel like a trainer this week. It's been a rather interesting experience with this girl...she is so sweet and has good intentions, but she's young. A young 19 yr old. She fun to work with and has lots of energy! I just become increasingly more grateful for Sister Young every day she's gone! Haha. Sar, you weren't alone in being moved to tears by the email from Emmer. Family, thank you for the fast. Whoever else was included in the fast, I am thinking of you and praying for you! But I really, really, really needed it this week, above all other weeks. It's been hard, yes. But it's been the best thing I've ever done. It seems like it gets harder every week I"m here, but easier in some ways. Dad--there is a direct correlation to our success and how hard it is. It's insane! We are more and more blessed every week with investigators, but I really miss you all. So much is going on at home, sometimes I just want to skip this whole email thing! But I know this is where I need to be--and I promise all of you and Heavenly Father that I'm giving it my all. Some days my "all" is more than others, but I give everything.
Some random funny things......Last week I saw a dog walking down the street with boxers. I did a triple take, and Sister Young and I about fell off of our bikes laughing. Heidi, just for you, I ate ice cream on a hot dog bun this week. Hahahahaha. They have these guys selling it everywhere here, it actually isn't bad! Sometimes they're even green hot dog buns...:) On purpose, of course. I ate some asian pears this week! Delicious! We got a copy of P90X from one of the elders, there are no laws in Thailand, haha. We've been hitting it up every morning! It's been a good work out, and balances out our legs from riding bikes all day. :) I also ate pizza with ketchup this week, haha. Ketchup is the new ranch! It's actually quite good--try it before you turn your nose up. I went to a music theory class at Payap University here in Chiang Mai with Yim (the 19 yr old I'm with). It was fun! Haha, music classes in Thai are funny...I'll go to her choir class with her today, and another tomorrow. They're only an hour--it's a fun break! Never thought I'd be attneding universtiy classes in Thailand. We went to the zoo today, too. It's pretty much just a zoo, except they have pandas! Remember when we saw the Pandas in San Diego and had to wait forever to see them? We went today, and there were only 3 of us watching them! It was Yim's first times seeing pandas, so it was a lot of fun. This is the only place that has pandas in Thailand. Lots of fun...but a zoo is a zoo. Haha.
Moves are next week, who knows where I'll be?! I keep thinking I'm moving, though I hope I don't! It would be crazy if President moved me, but we'll see. I'll let you know. This week has really just been crazy. I wish there was more I could tell you, and I wish I had more time. I am not really sure how Heavenly Father is entrusting this week to me, but I'm doing my best, and know that He'll make up the rest. I have to believe that, frankly...otherwise I get worried! Haha, I'm still have a blast here, trust me. I am making time to laugh at all my stupid mistakes, and the people are helping so much. Yim is the district president's daughter, Pres. Somchay--He is incredible! They have helped me so much, and made sure we're taken care of. Even if Sister Young isn't here, people still make sure I'm ok. I love Thai people mroe and more every single day. Mom, to answer some of your questions--I don't cook, hardly ever. We'll cook eggs in the morning on occasion, otherwise it's oatmeal, or toast, or fruit for breakfast. Lunch and dinner we just buy on the street. Sometimes we don't have time to really eat, so we'll just make a "7 stop" (meaning we stop at 7-11 and buy some packaged food real quick). But we can get a plate of food for under $1 and it's SOOO good. We usually just do that for meals. Eventually I want to try to learn how to make it! That may have to be at home, though... :) And for laundry? We do laundry at home. We have a washer, but no dryer. All the homes are required to have one washer and one air conditioned room, so no matter where I am in Thailand I'll be taken care of. If I could attach pics, I would! Next week I will try to. We also have a gas/propane (?) stove, which is nice. We don't have an oven, but the church does. We've made cookies once! Delicious.
The work continues forward. We are teaching a couple people from Burma that have issues getting baptized because of the law. We are working with them...but one needs to go to burma and be baptized, and the other needs to go to Burma and be married, then she can be baptized here. We really need to be careful with things like this, so we're moving slow. It will take a lot of faith, but if they want it, it will happen! So many people we're teaching, I'll try to include a little something every week. I love you all so much. Thank you for the prayers and support. It's hard work, but it's worth it. I feel like I sleep for about 10 seconds, and wake up feeling just like I did the night before, haha. But Heavenly Father gives you energy to keep moving forward! I love you and miss you everyday, but the Thai people are my family right now. They're incredible, and they need this happiness that we have. Make it a great week! Share your joy with someone this week.
Love,
Sister Nay
P.S. No quote this week...haven't had time to even pick one! Crazy time!
Monday night we went to Pa Pongs and Ma N for FHE--they are two of our investigators, and my Thai parents (I think I've mentioned them before)!! They are incredible. She taught me how to make padthai, which is delicious. Hopefully I can remember it! Anyway, they always call me their daughter, they don't have any children together. They are so cute. I will attach a picture next time, this computer doesn't have it. I am witnessing miracles with the language...sometimes it come out better than others, and those are the times I know these people really need to hear it. I know the gift of tongues is real! When i go in and can bear my testimony, saying words I've only looked at once before....then as soon as I leave I can't even order a meal at dinner? Ha, the gift of tongues is real.
I feel like a trainer this week. It's been a rather interesting experience with this girl...she is so sweet and has good intentions, but she's young. A young 19 yr old. She fun to work with and has lots of energy! I just become increasingly more grateful for Sister Young every day she's gone! Haha. Sar, you weren't alone in being moved to tears by the email from Emmer. Family, thank you for the fast. Whoever else was included in the fast, I am thinking of you and praying for you! But I really, really, really needed it this week, above all other weeks. It's been hard, yes. But it's been the best thing I've ever done. It seems like it gets harder every week I"m here, but easier in some ways. Dad--there is a direct correlation to our success and how hard it is. It's insane! We are more and more blessed every week with investigators, but I really miss you all. So much is going on at home, sometimes I just want to skip this whole email thing! But I know this is where I need to be--and I promise all of you and Heavenly Father that I'm giving it my all. Some days my "all" is more than others, but I give everything.
Some random funny things......Last week I saw a dog walking down the street with boxers. I did a triple take, and Sister Young and I about fell off of our bikes laughing. Heidi, just for you, I ate ice cream on a hot dog bun this week. Hahahahaha. They have these guys selling it everywhere here, it actually isn't bad! Sometimes they're even green hot dog buns...:) On purpose, of course. I ate some asian pears this week! Delicious! We got a copy of P90X from one of the elders, there are no laws in Thailand, haha. We've been hitting it up every morning! It's been a good work out, and balances out our legs from riding bikes all day. :) I also ate pizza with ketchup this week, haha. Ketchup is the new ranch! It's actually quite good--try it before you turn your nose up. I went to a music theory class at Payap University here in Chiang Mai with Yim (the 19 yr old I'm with). It was fun! Haha, music classes in Thai are funny...I'll go to her choir class with her today, and another tomorrow. They're only an hour--it's a fun break! Never thought I'd be attneding universtiy classes in Thailand. We went to the zoo today, too. It's pretty much just a zoo, except they have pandas! Remember when we saw the Pandas in San Diego and had to wait forever to see them? We went today, and there were only 3 of us watching them! It was Yim's first times seeing pandas, so it was a lot of fun. This is the only place that has pandas in Thailand. Lots of fun...but a zoo is a zoo. Haha.
Moves are next week, who knows where I'll be?! I keep thinking I'm moving, though I hope I don't! It would be crazy if President moved me, but we'll see. I'll let you know. This week has really just been crazy. I wish there was more I could tell you, and I wish I had more time. I am not really sure how Heavenly Father is entrusting this week to me, but I'm doing my best, and know that He'll make up the rest. I have to believe that, frankly...otherwise I get worried! Haha, I'm still have a blast here, trust me. I am making time to laugh at all my stupid mistakes, and the people are helping so much. Yim is the district president's daughter, Pres. Somchay--He is incredible! They have helped me so much, and made sure we're taken care of. Even if Sister Young isn't here, people still make sure I'm ok. I love Thai people mroe and more every single day. Mom, to answer some of your questions--I don't cook, hardly ever. We'll cook eggs in the morning on occasion, otherwise it's oatmeal, or toast, or fruit for breakfast. Lunch and dinner we just buy on the street. Sometimes we don't have time to really eat, so we'll just make a "7 stop" (meaning we stop at 7-11 and buy some packaged food real quick). But we can get a plate of food for under $1 and it's SOOO good. We usually just do that for meals. Eventually I want to try to learn how to make it! That may have to be at home, though... :) And for laundry? We do laundry at home. We have a washer, but no dryer. All the homes are required to have one washer and one air conditioned room, so no matter where I am in Thailand I'll be taken care of. If I could attach pics, I would! Next week I will try to. We also have a gas/propane (?) stove, which is nice. We don't have an oven, but the church does. We've made cookies once! Delicious.
The work continues forward. We are teaching a couple people from Burma that have issues getting baptized because of the law. We are working with them...but one needs to go to burma and be baptized, and the other needs to go to Burma and be married, then she can be baptized here. We really need to be careful with things like this, so we're moving slow. It will take a lot of faith, but if they want it, it will happen! So many people we're teaching, I'll try to include a little something every week. I love you all so much. Thank you for the prayers and support. It's hard work, but it's worth it. I feel like I sleep for about 10 seconds, and wake up feeling just like I did the night before, haha. But Heavenly Father gives you energy to keep moving forward! I love you and miss you everyday, but the Thai people are my family right now. They're incredible, and they need this happiness that we have. Make it a great week! Share your joy with someone this week.
Love,
Sister Nay
P.S. No quote this week...haven't had time to even pick one! Crazy time!
Monday, August 16, 2010
What. A. Week.
Let me first begin by saying, THANK YOU FOR THE LETTERS! I loved each one of them, thank you so much. I am really grateful to hear from you all and get a little more details on what's going on at home. :) A few of you asked me about the snail mail to Thailand--I think it takes about 10 days to get here, and it's pretty consistent every week. You send it to the mission home, and the office elders send it out to the various areas in the mission. So it gets here pretty fast. It's much better than I anticipated! Anyway, that's the scoop on that. Snail mail is always nice. Any mail is always nice. :) Oh, Jac Jac, I got your email and THANK YOU! I loved hearing from you. I also missed not hearing from Elder Hardcastle...turns out I can receive emails from anyone, but I can only email immediate family. Grandma, I loved your email! I am so glad you emailed me, I have been thinking about you often. We teach a little lady that is just like you--Thai version! Haha, she's so cute. I love you so much! I hope everything is great at home.
Well, I mentioned a little about our efforts from last week, and how we had some good numbers? Apparently last week was good enough to warrant a call from President Smith! He called us while we were eating dinner on Monday night, and thanked us for our efforts/congratulated us. He said our companionship and one other companionship got above 20 lessons last week--sweet! He encouraged us to keep it up, and right before he hung up he said, "And don't worry. The mission will definitely be hearing about this." I didn't think it was good enough for that kind of a response...but I'm not complaining. We've just felt even more pressure this week to work hard and keep our investigators coming. We had 8 investigators at church last week, and 4 this week...we're hoping to get more this Sunday. Anyway, the work is definitely moving forward.
And yes, I read the Book of Mormon in a week! We just finished this morning, and it was absolutely incredible. I can't believe the miracles I witnessed...I wish I had time to tell you. One of the greatest miracles, I would say, were the things I learned about faith. I know that through faith miracles are wrought. When I pray in faith, asking and talking about specific things, Heavenly Father answers me in specific ways. It amazes me! Heavenly Father never once said in the entire book, "Jessica, you must speak perfect Thai and convert every person you see" (as surprising as that may sound). He simply said PRAY IN FAITH, pray with the energy of your soul, and work. I've put it to the test this week, and it's been incredible to witness. I will forever be grateful for this time that I have to dedicate my time, efforts, and heart to the Lord. I already feel I've grown exponentially in the short amount of time I've been here--almost a month! It was incredible to read the Book every day with a question in mind, and every single time I read, I received and answer. Every time. The Book of Mormon answers questions of the soul, like Preach My Gospel says. I know I'm sounding like this nerd of missionary right now, I just wish I could let you feel the excitement I do! WE HAVE THE BOOK OF MORMON, isn't that the most incredible miracle of all? I hope we all use it every single day. Regardless of what's going on in our lives.
Quick shout out to all my priesthood holders out there--I have a favor to ask! In the next few days, could you send me some of your thoughts on the priesthood? Just simplify. It could be an experience, a profound lesson you've learned, etc. President is really emphasizing priesthood holders/families here in Thailand, and any of your thoughts would be appreciated. I just want something to share in lessons/with members/etc for future purposes. Simple is good! Thank you!
It was Sister Young's 1 year mark last Thursday! It was also Mother's Day in Thailand--the queen's birthday. It was kind of hard as far as missionary work goes, because most people were with family/out of town. We decided to eat dinner at Swenson's--an American Ice Cream Store! It was delicious. I was even sneaky enough to buy a candle at 7-11 earlier, and stick it in her ice cream with a lighter. :) We had fun. Time is passing so quickly.
Friday the 13th last Friday...it was a weird day for us. After a long series of events happened all day (too many to tell, we just had to keep laughing all day), we finished it off with a lesson in a woman's home. By the end of the lesson, she had us sniffing a pendant she wore around her neck...which was a chunk of iron in a plastic case, with a bunch of liquid around it, that reeked of something rotten...I think she said something like her ancestors were protecting her...we've talked with quite a few Buddhists here, as you can imagine, but no one has ever expressed beliefs like this. It was even weird for Sister Young. Haha, it was something straight from a scary movie. She even resembled a little witch, haha. She was funny...but a little creepy. Perfect way to finish off Friday the 13th!
We just ate lunch at a little cafe next to the computer place--I ate a club sandwich (delicious.......it wasn't rice or noodles), and they played "On the Street Where You Live", a Don Mclean song, "Stand by me", and you'll never believe this.................TAKE ME HOME COUNTRY ROADS!!! Sister Young thought I was so ridiculous, I just started singing along and the employees all thought I was crazy. I wouldn't let her leave until the song was over. I'd venture to say it was one of the best meals I've had in Thailand so far. Thanks for rooting my heart in John Denver, Dad.
Well family, I better be off. I am so grateful for all you do for me! I love serving as a representative of Jesus Christ. It's hard. There wasn't much I could do to prepare for the past 4 weeks, they've been absolutely crazy, haha. I'll be honest, there has been a night or two that I want to call President and tell him to book me flight--I was crazy for coming! But then I see one of our investigators walk in, hugging her Book of Mormon to her chest and giving Sister Young and I some dragon fruit, and telling us about some of the things she's learned from the scriptures. Yup. I love it. This is the foundation of the rest of my existence, I can already tell. I love it here, despite the hard times. Remember to keep praying and reading--the simple things have made all the difference for me.
All My Love,
Sister Nay
P.S. I realize that I often receive direction/answers through quotes or one-liners. I am going to start attaching a quote to my emails that has helped me over the past week. Similar to Jac (once again, haha--you're just my idol! Sorry to copy), but my hopes in doing this are to give you a little more of a glimpse into what I'm thinking about/struggling with/working on. Plus it'll be a good memory jogger for me in the future. This week I have held on to the words of my Dad:
"I know things aren't always easy, but I believe they are as easy as we make them."
Well, I mentioned a little about our efforts from last week, and how we had some good numbers? Apparently last week was good enough to warrant a call from President Smith! He called us while we were eating dinner on Monday night, and thanked us for our efforts/congratulated us. He said our companionship and one other companionship got above 20 lessons last week--sweet! He encouraged us to keep it up, and right before he hung up he said, "And don't worry. The mission will definitely be hearing about this." I didn't think it was good enough for that kind of a response...but I'm not complaining. We've just felt even more pressure this week to work hard and keep our investigators coming. We had 8 investigators at church last week, and 4 this week...we're hoping to get more this Sunday. Anyway, the work is definitely moving forward.
And yes, I read the Book of Mormon in a week! We just finished this morning, and it was absolutely incredible. I can't believe the miracles I witnessed...I wish I had time to tell you. One of the greatest miracles, I would say, were the things I learned about faith. I know that through faith miracles are wrought. When I pray in faith, asking and talking about specific things, Heavenly Father answers me in specific ways. It amazes me! Heavenly Father never once said in the entire book, "Jessica, you must speak perfect Thai and convert every person you see" (as surprising as that may sound). He simply said PRAY IN FAITH, pray with the energy of your soul, and work. I've put it to the test this week, and it's been incredible to witness. I will forever be grateful for this time that I have to dedicate my time, efforts, and heart to the Lord. I already feel I've grown exponentially in the short amount of time I've been here--almost a month! It was incredible to read the Book every day with a question in mind, and every single time I read, I received and answer. Every time. The Book of Mormon answers questions of the soul, like Preach My Gospel says. I know I'm sounding like this nerd of missionary right now, I just wish I could let you feel the excitement I do! WE HAVE THE BOOK OF MORMON, isn't that the most incredible miracle of all? I hope we all use it every single day. Regardless of what's going on in our lives.
Quick shout out to all my priesthood holders out there--I have a favor to ask! In the next few days, could you send me some of your thoughts on the priesthood? Just simplify. It could be an experience, a profound lesson you've learned, etc. President is really emphasizing priesthood holders/families here in Thailand, and any of your thoughts would be appreciated. I just want something to share in lessons/with members/etc for future purposes. Simple is good! Thank you!
It was Sister Young's 1 year mark last Thursday! It was also Mother's Day in Thailand--the queen's birthday. It was kind of hard as far as missionary work goes, because most people were with family/out of town. We decided to eat dinner at Swenson's--an American Ice Cream Store! It was delicious. I was even sneaky enough to buy a candle at 7-11 earlier, and stick it in her ice cream with a lighter. :) We had fun. Time is passing so quickly.
Friday the 13th last Friday...it was a weird day for us. After a long series of events happened all day (too many to tell, we just had to keep laughing all day), we finished it off with a lesson in a woman's home. By the end of the lesson, she had us sniffing a pendant she wore around her neck...which was a chunk of iron in a plastic case, with a bunch of liquid around it, that reeked of something rotten...I think she said something like her ancestors were protecting her...we've talked with quite a few Buddhists here, as you can imagine, but no one has ever expressed beliefs like this. It was even weird for Sister Young. Haha, it was something straight from a scary movie. She even resembled a little witch, haha. She was funny...but a little creepy. Perfect way to finish off Friday the 13th!
We just ate lunch at a little cafe next to the computer place--I ate a club sandwich (delicious.......it wasn't rice or noodles), and they played "On the Street Where You Live", a Don Mclean song, "Stand by me", and you'll never believe this.................TAKE ME HOME COUNTRY ROADS!!! Sister Young thought I was so ridiculous, I just started singing along and the employees all thought I was crazy. I wouldn't let her leave until the song was over. I'd venture to say it was one of the best meals I've had in Thailand so far. Thanks for rooting my heart in John Denver, Dad.
Well family, I better be off. I am so grateful for all you do for me! I love serving as a representative of Jesus Christ. It's hard. There wasn't much I could do to prepare for the past 4 weeks, they've been absolutely crazy, haha. I'll be honest, there has been a night or two that I want to call President and tell him to book me flight--I was crazy for coming! But then I see one of our investigators walk in, hugging her Book of Mormon to her chest and giving Sister Young and I some dragon fruit, and telling us about some of the things she's learned from the scriptures. Yup. I love it. This is the foundation of the rest of my existence, I can already tell. I love it here, despite the hard times. Remember to keep praying and reading--the simple things have made all the difference for me.
All My Love,
Sister Nay
P.S. I realize that I often receive direction/answers through quotes or one-liners. I am going to start attaching a quote to my emails that has helped me over the past week. Similar to Jac (once again, haha--you're just my idol! Sorry to copy), but my hopes in doing this are to give you a little more of a glimpse into what I'm thinking about/struggling with/working on. Plus it'll be a good memory jogger for me in the future. This week I have held on to the words of my Dad:
"I know things aren't always easy, but I believe they are as easy as we make them."
Sunday, August 8, 2010
3 Weeks Already?
I can't believe I've made it almost halfway through my 1st transfer. It seems like I've been here forever, and that I came just yesterday. I don't think time will cease to amaze me here on the mission, I'm still convinced it has its own timezone.
OK...this week has been crazy! Seriously. I have no idea what numbers are like anywhere else, it has never been on the forefront of my mind. BUT--we taught/contacted like crazy for the Thailand mission, apparently. We taught 23 lessons, we have 15 progressing investigators, 14 new investigators, and 18 potentials. Slightly crazy this week....President Smith has really been emphasizing finding "sticky investigators" (comparison to sticky rice....I'm not sure). In order to do that, we've been trying to contact like crazy and sadly, dropping lots. This week will consist of a lot of calls to investigators and finding out if people are really interested. The weird thing is, call me crazy, I still feel like there are so many more things we can be doing. In a way, I feel this is setting the standard high for me for the rest of my mission. Who knows? But I haven't been as blown away by it as Sister Young, or the Elders in our District. I guess they know how it's "always been," but I've just been seeing so many ways to improve. The dilemma I run into now, it whether I feel qualified to give such advice. I've only been here 3 weeks! Sister Young is more than willing to hear ideas and work with me, but sometimes I just feel like I'm too outspoken. Ha, the story of my life, as you all know by now. "Jessica's talking again..." I just want to do everything to find those that are really waiting! Pres. has asked us to stop spending time with those who are sitting on the fence. If they're not ready now, perhaps they will be in the future. We need to move to find those prepared. I think a lot of this thinking cam from zone conference we had this week. It was incredible! Our zone is pretty small, and I found out I'm in the furthest sisters area from Bangkok (certainly not the most remote, however). We found out we'll be having zone conferences quarterly, so we won't have another conference until November. Anyway, that conference motivated me to find those who are ready. Quit your worrying, Sister Naegle. God doesn't care if I can't speak Thai right now, He cares if I'm trying to find people. So, I tried! In my broken Thai, I invited essentially everyone I saw. Haha, "Raw s>>n phasaa angrid hay fee!!" (we teach english for free!) Then I'd give them a little Jesus pamphlet and try to get their number, which pretty much just consisted of opening my planner and having them write for me. I don't think that is what gave us a successful week--Sister Young has really been working hard. Heavenly Father has truly blessed us for our efforts here...I can't wait to see what happens this week.
Funny story---The other night we were teaching a guy we met at English class. His name is Ganok in Thai, but the English name we gave him is Giant. Ha...he's the raddest man I've ever met. He is Dad's age, has a braided ponytail in the back, lives in this bamboo house with a cluttered yard, and has this quirky personality. Anyway, we were teaching him in front of his house, laughing at all his little jokes, when all the sudden a big clap of thunder struck and it instantly started down pouring. I had a hard time hearing anything, his wife came out wanting to shut their front door, Sis Young and I were standing under this tattered umbrella, and Giant ran to a trailer in his yard and came back with 2 ponchos for us. He just kept talking in Thai, I had no idea what he was saying, and we could not stop laughing. It was the craziest thing, hahaha. He ripped open our packages for us and helped us put on these ponchos, putting the hoods on over our heads just right. Haha. The hoods of these ponchos had the strings like hooded sweatshirts, so you could tighten it around your face. Well, he helped me put on this poncho, then all the sudden these hands were right up next to my face and he cinched the hood so small and tied a bow. I just looked over at Sister Young through this teeny hole, thought of this whole situation, and started laughing harder than I had in a long time. Hahahahahah...oh my heck I'm laughing just thinking about it. We put on our helmets and he opened up the gate for us, and we headed out to our next appt. We rode through nothing short of small rivers and lakes, all the while being pelted with raindrops the size of those giant gumballs you like Mom. Haha. I was laughing the whole bike ride. I don't know if I've mentioned this, but Thai's hate the rain. If we have an appt with someone, and it starts to rain? Guarantee that it's going to be canceled, haha. They swear that if your head gets wet, you're bound to get sick. They think we're crazy riding our bikes everywhere in the rain, but I suppose we don't really have another alternative. :) Besides, it feels good! I got offered a bag to put on my head the other day by an investigator, haha. I don't really bother with ponchos or anything, they're a pain and we're wet all the time anyway. I love Thailand.
I can't wait for you to meet N>>y and Pong...they are this older couple, in their 60s. They are 2 investigators that we've been teaching the past few weeks. She is my Thai mom! She makes the best food, and speaks quite a bit of English. I love them. Anyway, in Buddhism you pay what's called "Tombun" to monks, in order to receive forgiveness for your sins, be a good person, etc. Similar to tithing. Anyway, a few months ago she got sick of paying it because she wasn't receiving anything from it. She said that if she still felt the same by a certain date, she was going to start looking around for another church. Soon after? She found us. They are just good people. They love that about the members here. They serve just because they can--they don't expect anything in return. This couple is so service oriented, they'd give the shirt off their back. Anyway, we taught them this week, and are extending baptism this week. Hopefully all goes well! By the way, he makes the best spaghetti, and she made me some delicious herbal tea last time we went. She just picked some flowers in her yard and boiled them, it was delicious! They are the sweetest people.
I'm realizing what it's like being on the other end of this missionary communication...I'm talking about all these people and experiences that seem so far from you, I'm sure. I remember struggling to find connections to the investigators my siblings would talk about it. It's strange. But just try to remember as you read these emails--these are real people! They're looking for real answers, and they have real concerns. It's just me, little ol' me, teaching people about the restored gospel of Jesus Christ. Well, Sis Young does most of the teaching, and I add in what I can. I'm entering strangers' homes every single day, inviting them to read the Book of Mormon and pray about it, etc. This probably isn't weird to any of you, I'm just coming to this realization late in the game. It's just strange to me that this is my mission! I'm here! I'm inviting! I'm teaching! It seems so surreal to me, maybe you're all adjusting fine. :) Just remember that it's just me, talking to people. Still weird to me. Sometimes I feel like this is another Ecuador trip and I'm headed home in just a couple weeks. Ha, WRONG! I'm still dedicated to my "one day at a time" motto, it's working well for me.
I love you all so much. I've certainly been tried the past 3 weeks, but I don't care. I'm doing my best to embrace, get out of myself, and just talk to people. Most of the time they just laugh at me, and that's when I just laugh back and hand them a pamphlet and try to explain Jesus Christ. Sometimes they just walk away, others they let us into their house! There are many adventures yet to come, I can't wait to experience them. This week will be even crazier--Sis Young and I are reading to Book of Mormon in a week! That will take much of our "free time," AKA waking up early to read. Thanks for the idea, Jac! She is "dying" soon, so we're pushing to sprint her to the finish line. Ok--I love you all! Thank you for the prayers and letters. You are the best! Make it a great week.
All My Love,
Sister Naegle
OK...this week has been crazy! Seriously. I have no idea what numbers are like anywhere else, it has never been on the forefront of my mind. BUT--we taught/contacted like crazy for the Thailand mission, apparently. We taught 23 lessons, we have 15 progressing investigators, 14 new investigators, and 18 potentials. Slightly crazy this week....President Smith has really been emphasizing finding "sticky investigators" (comparison to sticky rice....I'm not sure). In order to do that, we've been trying to contact like crazy and sadly, dropping lots. This week will consist of a lot of calls to investigators and finding out if people are really interested. The weird thing is, call me crazy, I still feel like there are so many more things we can be doing. In a way, I feel this is setting the standard high for me for the rest of my mission. Who knows? But I haven't been as blown away by it as Sister Young, or the Elders in our District. I guess they know how it's "always been," but I've just been seeing so many ways to improve. The dilemma I run into now, it whether I feel qualified to give such advice. I've only been here 3 weeks! Sister Young is more than willing to hear ideas and work with me, but sometimes I just feel like I'm too outspoken. Ha, the story of my life, as you all know by now. "Jessica's talking again..." I just want to do everything to find those that are really waiting! Pres. has asked us to stop spending time with those who are sitting on the fence. If they're not ready now, perhaps they will be in the future. We need to move to find those prepared. I think a lot of this thinking cam from zone conference we had this week. It was incredible! Our zone is pretty small, and I found out I'm in the furthest sisters area from Bangkok (certainly not the most remote, however). We found out we'll be having zone conferences quarterly, so we won't have another conference until November. Anyway, that conference motivated me to find those who are ready. Quit your worrying, Sister Naegle. God doesn't care if I can't speak Thai right now, He cares if I'm trying to find people. So, I tried! In my broken Thai, I invited essentially everyone I saw. Haha, "Raw s>>n phasaa angrid hay fee!!" (we teach english for free!) Then I'd give them a little Jesus pamphlet and try to get their number, which pretty much just consisted of opening my planner and having them write for me. I don't think that is what gave us a successful week--Sister Young has really been working hard. Heavenly Father has truly blessed us for our efforts here...I can't wait to see what happens this week.
Funny story---The other night we were teaching a guy we met at English class. His name is Ganok in Thai, but the English name we gave him is Giant. Ha...he's the raddest man I've ever met. He is Dad's age, has a braided ponytail in the back, lives in this bamboo house with a cluttered yard, and has this quirky personality. Anyway, we were teaching him in front of his house, laughing at all his little jokes, when all the sudden a big clap of thunder struck and it instantly started down pouring. I had a hard time hearing anything, his wife came out wanting to shut their front door, Sis Young and I were standing under this tattered umbrella, and Giant ran to a trailer in his yard and came back with 2 ponchos for us. He just kept talking in Thai, I had no idea what he was saying, and we could not stop laughing. It was the craziest thing, hahaha. He ripped open our packages for us and helped us put on these ponchos, putting the hoods on over our heads just right. Haha. The hoods of these ponchos had the strings like hooded sweatshirts, so you could tighten it around your face. Well, he helped me put on this poncho, then all the sudden these hands were right up next to my face and he cinched the hood so small and tied a bow. I just looked over at Sister Young through this teeny hole, thought of this whole situation, and started laughing harder than I had in a long time. Hahahahahah...oh my heck I'm laughing just thinking about it. We put on our helmets and he opened up the gate for us, and we headed out to our next appt. We rode through nothing short of small rivers and lakes, all the while being pelted with raindrops the size of those giant gumballs you like Mom. Haha. I was laughing the whole bike ride. I don't know if I've mentioned this, but Thai's hate the rain. If we have an appt with someone, and it starts to rain? Guarantee that it's going to be canceled, haha. They swear that if your head gets wet, you're bound to get sick. They think we're crazy riding our bikes everywhere in the rain, but I suppose we don't really have another alternative. :) Besides, it feels good! I got offered a bag to put on my head the other day by an investigator, haha. I don't really bother with ponchos or anything, they're a pain and we're wet all the time anyway. I love Thailand.
I can't wait for you to meet N>>y and Pong...they are this older couple, in their 60s. They are 2 investigators that we've been teaching the past few weeks. She is my Thai mom! She makes the best food, and speaks quite a bit of English. I love them. Anyway, in Buddhism you pay what's called "Tombun" to monks, in order to receive forgiveness for your sins, be a good person, etc. Similar to tithing. Anyway, a few months ago she got sick of paying it because she wasn't receiving anything from it. She said that if she still felt the same by a certain date, she was going to start looking around for another church. Soon after? She found us. They are just good people. They love that about the members here. They serve just because they can--they don't expect anything in return. This couple is so service oriented, they'd give the shirt off their back. Anyway, we taught them this week, and are extending baptism this week. Hopefully all goes well! By the way, he makes the best spaghetti, and she made me some delicious herbal tea last time we went. She just picked some flowers in her yard and boiled them, it was delicious! They are the sweetest people.
I'm realizing what it's like being on the other end of this missionary communication...I'm talking about all these people and experiences that seem so far from you, I'm sure. I remember struggling to find connections to the investigators my siblings would talk about it. It's strange. But just try to remember as you read these emails--these are real people! They're looking for real answers, and they have real concerns. It's just me, little ol' me, teaching people about the restored gospel of Jesus Christ. Well, Sis Young does most of the teaching, and I add in what I can. I'm entering strangers' homes every single day, inviting them to read the Book of Mormon and pray about it, etc. This probably isn't weird to any of you, I'm just coming to this realization late in the game. It's just strange to me that this is my mission! I'm here! I'm inviting! I'm teaching! It seems so surreal to me, maybe you're all adjusting fine. :) Just remember that it's just me, talking to people. Still weird to me. Sometimes I feel like this is another Ecuador trip and I'm headed home in just a couple weeks. Ha, WRONG! I'm still dedicated to my "one day at a time" motto, it's working well for me.
I love you all so much. I've certainly been tried the past 3 weeks, but I don't care. I'm doing my best to embrace, get out of myself, and just talk to people. Most of the time they just laugh at me, and that's when I just laugh back and hand them a pamphlet and try to explain Jesus Christ. Sometimes they just walk away, others they let us into their house! There are many adventures yet to come, I can't wait to experience them. This week will be even crazier--Sis Young and I are reading to Book of Mormon in a week! That will take much of our "free time," AKA waking up early to read. Thanks for the idea, Jac! She is "dying" soon, so we're pushing to sprint her to the finish line. Ok--I love you all! Thank you for the prayers and letters. You are the best! Make it a great week.
All My Love,
Sister Naegle
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
I'm still alive!
Yes, last week was crazy, haha. It was one of the craziest I've ever had, as far as life experiences go. But all that I learned greatly surpasses everything that I struggle with. It was so great! I'll tell you what, though, as soon as SIster Young walked through the door I ran for a hug. Haha, we both felt grateful for the week, but we are excited to get back to work. She was in Bangkok learning about the new MTC curriculum, and got lots of ideas and such for teaching. She feels rejuvinated coming up on her last moves. Yikes! As for me...? I can't count all that I learned, I'll tell you the most important.
1) I learned that Heavenly Father doesn't have a standard on what the "best" is. He is aware that everyone is different! He knows each individual person, and loves each of us equally. Stop and think about tha magnitude of that thought. Not just a fleeting thought--really think about it. Heavenly Father, the Father of all the earth and creator of worlds, knows you. He knows your heart, desires, fears, everything. I became more aware of that myself last week then ever before in my entire life. I've never felt His presence so near. I spent so many moments last week thinking, "Heavenly Father, any other missionary would be doing a better job here than me. Why am I here?" I didn't recieve my answer until the end of the week. I learned that no matter what any other person does, all Heavenly Father requires is your best. Your absolute best, and He will allow His grace to step into your life. Sheesh, I know next to nothing about the way the missionary stuff works, I feel like I just got here! I'm sure there were lots of things I could've done better last week. But I can tell you that I did the vest best I could, and through the grace of Jesus Christ, He made the difference. We were still able to have a successful week (24 lessons) and figure some things out about our investigators that we've needed to know. I know that because of Jesus Christ, I was able to make it through last week successfully. Sure, I could've merely existed last week and made it to Friday by the skin of my teeth, but I really put forth effort. I am so grateful for that experience. What you've been hearing all your life is true! Do your best, and He will make up the rest. Never a more true statement.
2) This is pretty similar to what I said above, but I also know that God helps those who help themselves (Dad...). This is SO true. No matter what is going on in your life, if you act, He'll help you. I can't talk until I'm blue in the face, but the fact of the matter is, this needs to be experienced. I would invite anyone who has questions about what I'm saying to ACT! You will see miracles occure in your life.
I could say a lot more about last week, but this summary will suffice. Just know it was hard, but it was sooo worth it. I am growing to love this experience more and more every day. There are days it still hits me when I'm riding my bike and see something strange on the streets of Thailand (a 90+ yr old man cruising on a bike, elephants in the street, etc)....I am in THAILAND. Isn't that weird? It's still weird. Haha. I'm loving it so much...
Ok--Sar, I got your DearElder last week, but I honestly think normal mail is better. Thank you for the update on everything! I am praying for you every day. BECCA--HOW ARE YOU??!! I loved hearing from you in your email! I don't know if you get these or not, I just sent you a letter in the mail. I love you, dear! Mary/Matt, thank you for that missionary book. It has been so neat to go through and know that my other siblings that have served missions used the same book. It is so precious to me! Thank you so much for sending it. And of course, my "Best Friend Sister Twin".....Janelly Bean! Ha! Thank you so much for your cute email, I loved it! How are you?! I can't believe Jane left, I am sooo sorry. Tell everyone hello, and that I miss them all. I hope Nursing is still the best time of your life. :) You're an LPN, too! Congrats! Love you. Jamie--I got your letter this week! I love you so much. Thanks for thinking of me! I'll write soon. You are the best! Cuz Amy...thanks so much for your cute letter! I loved the advice you gave me, and I'm really trying to apply it in my life. I hope all is going well with you and Greg--I love you!
Ok, yesterday at church it was so amazing. We met this woman, Phii Thoom, at the house of one of our investigators. We were able to get her contact info and return to teach her. She has literally grasped to everything we have taught her! She is one of the most amazingly spiritual people...I know that Heavenly Father prepares/works with these people long before we ever show up on the scene. She is so prepared for this gospel. Yesterday she showed up at church with her little niece in the pouring rain (if it's raining, count on seeing no one outside. Thais won't chance getting their head wet or else they'll get sick, haha) wearing a skirt she just bought! Nothing we'd ever really taught her, she just noticed other people doing it, and bought a skirt with the little money she has. This is the same woman that tried to pay tithing her second sunday at church, ha. I love her so much, she will be baptized here in a couple weeks, if all goes well. I love these people more every day.
We've also been teaching Phii Laa--Heidi, I'm sorry I keep mentioning you, but these people would be just the people for you! Ha, Most of them are so quirky, they are precisely the people we'd find humor in together. Oh my heck...you would die if you saw this lady, all of you would! She's so cute! She is the most humble woman, has had so many questions since the first day we taught her, laughs all the time, eagerly reads everything we give her, is really shy, and wears the funniest things. She always wears a humongous polo shirt with bright colored Thai-pattern shorts, with stretch pants underneath that, then bold colored socks pulled up over the stretch pants, with some berkenstock-like sandals. Heid, I know you're laughing so hard right now. Oh man she is so cute. She has also been consistently coming to church and soaking it all up! She has quite a difficult situation--she 40, lives with her brother and mom who are both unable to work, so she sells lemonade to support all 3 people. This woman is constantly tired. She has been talking with members to try to find better work, I hope she does. She will hopefully be baptized this month, as well.
The work is moving forward, that's for sure. I'm loving every second I'm here! I just want to make a shout-out to all my parents this week....yes, all of you. :) I cannot imagine my life without any of you in it! I know I certainly haven't been the easiest child to deal with over the years--let's be honest. But I have learned from every single one of your examples. There is a boy who comes to the ward all the time, we aren't sure if he even has a home. He's about 13 or 14, always wanders into sacrament meeting on Sundays, stays to scrounge up whatever food he can. All the members are familiar with him and invite him to everything. Just the other night we were eating pizza at the church (the 6 missionaries), and he came in. We all gave him a piece and he scarfed it down like I've never seen anyone scarf pizza. We soon found out it was his first time ever eating pizza (that's actually strange, Pizza Hut is all over in Thailand). He's the cutest boy, homeless, but feels safe at the church. Sunday I felt overwhelmed with gratitude for my parents. Thank you for taking an interest in me and my siblings lives, helping us become the best we can be, and loving us enough to correct us. I love you all so much! You each have a special place in my heart.
Well...I better run! Dad, Randy, Daniel, and others...I hope you had a wonderful birthday week last week! I thought of you a lot and love you so much! And I 've attached some pictures of last week with Yim and some other random pictures. Enjoy! Make it a great week, family. I love you all so much! Don't forget to laugh--It'll get you through anything.
All My Love,
Sister Naegle
This week the quote is from our sweet President Henry B. Eyring:
"I must go 'til He comes, give 'til I drop, preach 'til all I know, and work 'til He stops me."
1) I learned that Heavenly Father doesn't have a standard on what the "best" is. He is aware that everyone is different! He knows each individual person, and loves each of us equally. Stop and think about tha magnitude of that thought. Not just a fleeting thought--really think about it. Heavenly Father, the Father of all the earth and creator of worlds, knows you. He knows your heart, desires, fears, everything. I became more aware of that myself last week then ever before in my entire life. I've never felt His presence so near. I spent so many moments last week thinking, "Heavenly Father, any other missionary would be doing a better job here than me. Why am I here?" I didn't recieve my answer until the end of the week. I learned that no matter what any other person does, all Heavenly Father requires is your best. Your absolute best, and He will allow His grace to step into your life. Sheesh, I know next to nothing about the way the missionary stuff works, I feel like I just got here! I'm sure there were lots of things I could've done better last week. But I can tell you that I did the vest best I could, and through the grace of Jesus Christ, He made the difference. We were still able to have a successful week (24 lessons) and figure some things out about our investigators that we've needed to know. I know that because of Jesus Christ, I was able to make it through last week successfully. Sure, I could've merely existed last week and made it to Friday by the skin of my teeth, but I really put forth effort. I am so grateful for that experience. What you've been hearing all your life is true! Do your best, and He will make up the rest. Never a more true statement.
2) This is pretty similar to what I said above, but I also know that God helps those who help themselves (Dad...). This is SO true. No matter what is going on in your life, if you act, He'll help you. I can't talk until I'm blue in the face, but the fact of the matter is, this needs to be experienced. I would invite anyone who has questions about what I'm saying to ACT! You will see miracles occure in your life.
I could say a lot more about last week, but this summary will suffice. Just know it was hard, but it was sooo worth it. I am growing to love this experience more and more every day. There are days it still hits me when I'm riding my bike and see something strange on the streets of Thailand (a 90+ yr old man cruising on a bike, elephants in the street, etc)....I am in THAILAND. Isn't that weird? It's still weird. Haha. I'm loving it so much...
Ok--Sar, I got your DearElder last week, but I honestly think normal mail is better. Thank you for the update on everything! I am praying for you every day. BECCA--HOW ARE YOU??!! I loved hearing from you in your email! I don't know if you get these or not, I just sent you a letter in the mail. I love you, dear! Mary/Matt, thank you for that missionary book. It has been so neat to go through and know that my other siblings that have served missions used the same book. It is so precious to me! Thank you so much for sending it. And of course, my "Best Friend Sister Twin".....Janelly Bean! Ha! Thank you so much for your cute email, I loved it! How are you?! I can't believe Jane left, I am sooo sorry. Tell everyone hello, and that I miss them all. I hope Nursing is still the best time of your life. :) You're an LPN, too! Congrats! Love you. Jamie--I got your letter this week! I love you so much. Thanks for thinking of me! I'll write soon. You are the best! Cuz Amy...thanks so much for your cute letter! I loved the advice you gave me, and I'm really trying to apply it in my life. I hope all is going well with you and Greg--I love you!
Ok, yesterday at church it was so amazing. We met this woman, Phii Thoom, at the house of one of our investigators. We were able to get her contact info and return to teach her. She has literally grasped to everything we have taught her! She is one of the most amazingly spiritual people...I know that Heavenly Father prepares/works with these people long before we ever show up on the scene. She is so prepared for this gospel. Yesterday she showed up at church with her little niece in the pouring rain (if it's raining, count on seeing no one outside. Thais won't chance getting their head wet or else they'll get sick, haha) wearing a skirt she just bought! Nothing we'd ever really taught her, she just noticed other people doing it, and bought a skirt with the little money she has. This is the same woman that tried to pay tithing her second sunday at church, ha. I love her so much, she will be baptized here in a couple weeks, if all goes well. I love these people more every day.
We've also been teaching Phii Laa--Heidi, I'm sorry I keep mentioning you, but these people would be just the people for you! Ha, Most of them are so quirky, they are precisely the people we'd find humor in together. Oh my heck...you would die if you saw this lady, all of you would! She's so cute! She is the most humble woman, has had so many questions since the first day we taught her, laughs all the time, eagerly reads everything we give her, is really shy, and wears the funniest things. She always wears a humongous polo shirt with bright colored Thai-pattern shorts, with stretch pants underneath that, then bold colored socks pulled up over the stretch pants, with some berkenstock-like sandals. Heid, I know you're laughing so hard right now. Oh man she is so cute. She has also been consistently coming to church and soaking it all up! She has quite a difficult situation--she 40, lives with her brother and mom who are both unable to work, so she sells lemonade to support all 3 people. This woman is constantly tired. She has been talking with members to try to find better work, I hope she does. She will hopefully be baptized this month, as well.
The work is moving forward, that's for sure. I'm loving every second I'm here! I just want to make a shout-out to all my parents this week....yes, all of you. :) I cannot imagine my life without any of you in it! I know I certainly haven't been the easiest child to deal with over the years--let's be honest. But I have learned from every single one of your examples. There is a boy who comes to the ward all the time, we aren't sure if he even has a home. He's about 13 or 14, always wanders into sacrament meeting on Sundays, stays to scrounge up whatever food he can. All the members are familiar with him and invite him to everything. Just the other night we were eating pizza at the church (the 6 missionaries), and he came in. We all gave him a piece and he scarfed it down like I've never seen anyone scarf pizza. We soon found out it was his first time ever eating pizza (that's actually strange, Pizza Hut is all over in Thailand). He's the cutest boy, homeless, but feels safe at the church. Sunday I felt overwhelmed with gratitude for my parents. Thank you for taking an interest in me and my siblings lives, helping us become the best we can be, and loving us enough to correct us. I love you all so much! You each have a special place in my heart.
Well...I better run! Dad, Randy, Daniel, and others...I hope you had a wonderful birthday week last week! I thought of you a lot and love you so much! And I 've attached some pictures of last week with Yim and some other random pictures. Enjoy! Make it a great week, family. I love you all so much! Don't forget to laugh--It'll get you through anything.
All My Love,
Sister Naegle
This week the quote is from our sweet President Henry B. Eyring:
"I must go 'til He comes, give 'til I drop, preach 'til all I know, and work 'til He stops me."
Monday, August 2, 2010
chiang mai is lovely.
Seriously, I love this city. There is so much to do, to see, everything!! Today we went up to Doi Suthep, a huge wat (Buddhist Temple) on top of a mountain overlooking Chaing Mai. It was pretty much like any other wat--lots of gold, lots of statues, lots of bells, lots of candles, etc. I just watch these people falling all over themselves in front of a statue, and wonder, "What could you possibly be getting from that?" I want to just storm all the wats with pamphlets and Book of Mormons, shouting the truth at the top of my lungs. Dad, you should've given me some coaching on how it's done! If only they knew the truth.
This week has been good...I've definitely struggled a little more this week than the first, haha. The "Thailand bug" caught hold of me, I'm afraid. I won't go into too much detail, but just know that it isn't a whole lot of fun. I really, really hate just sitting in the apartment, though, so we've still been getting out. For some reason I feel better when I'm testifying in broken Thai. Funny how that works. Emmer and Kirsten--I have been living off the granola bars you sent me at the MTC! Thank you so much for sending them, they are the only thing that ever sounds good. Haha. And Lizard and Matt, I discovered the Almond Magnums here.......the death of me! That has been dinner the past 2 nights. Luckily there is a 7-11 pretty much on ever corner here, literally, so I can just stop in and get some crackers or something easy on the stomach. There are definitely interesting things to buy. They do have tim-tams, I don't know if any of you are familiar with them. Missionary's like to "slam" every once in a while, which is eating a package of these cookies and milk in all sorts of creative ways. They're like chocolatey wafer cookies. I guess i'll get into it sooner or later.
Well, now that I've talked a whole lot about nothing, let me tell you a little about my apartment! Some of you asked about it. It's really quite nice, compared to so many of the homes we teach in. It's the Thai version of a Townhouse. Thai version=no carpet, lizards all over the walls, a miniscule fridge (that I'm so grateful for!), gas stove, 2 rooms with air conditioning (I love it. It's a mission rule to have at least one air conditioned room, I guess), and 2 bathrooms. I've heard from a couple people that Thailand is like the Mexico of Asia. I honestly don't think that's far off, from the times I've visited Mexico and our trip to South America, it's very similar. It's so nice here! I'm literally sweating all the time, and it's not even the hot season, haha. I'm living in "heaven!" It's only going to get cooler, too. I'm very, very grateful.
Sister Young has been here about a year, next week. She will be here one more moves after this, then she goes home! I'm learning more and more from here every day. She's an amazing trainer. She has taught me a lot about the people, and I have witnessed a lot myself. The members here are amazing! The other night we had an appt with a man we met at English class, who told us he lived close to the church. So we met a member at the church about 5 minutes before we were supposed to be there, and called him for directions. Turns out he lives about 25 minutes away! Haha...Thai people. Anyway, as soon as this member found this out, she ran to tell the District President's wife, who grabbed her keys and hurried us into her car. She wasn't even planning on going with us, but they both ended up coming and getting us to the appt (although we were late). They are so willing to drop everything to help us.
I love my mission president, by the way. I don't know if I mentioned him or not. I thought at first he was going to be this quiet, older man. But he is down to business. I love it. I guess he's made some dramatic changes here the past year. He has really been focusing most of our efforts in finding families. If we teach a single person, they have to be golden, otherwise we need to drop them. It's kind of sad, because we've already gone through some investigators. But they have to really be progressing fast in order to stay with them. Sister Young says we cycle through investigators like crazy. But we've already seen some miracles in being able to go back to their homes and teach their families. Hopefully we stay faithful and really try to find those who are waiting. I'm doing my best! Sister Smith is awesome, too. She's pretty talkative, and super sweet. She's a lovely "stand-in Mom" while I'm here. She helps us so much!
The people here are incredible, member or not. They are so hospitable, and so giving. A lot of times when we contact, they just let us into their house because they feel "grengchay," or...obligated? There's not a direct translation in English. Anyway, they just let us come because they're trying to be nice. So we try to win 'em over with a killer first lesson! Haha. My Thai is really improving every day. Lessons when I get frustrated and want to speak more, I speak horribly. Heavenly Father totally withdraws help. But lessons that I really study before, and work hard to learn what I need to say, and pray all throughout? They go so smoothly! I hate when my Thai gets in the way of what I'm really trying to say, and everyday it really is getting better. Heavenly Father is blessing me so much, and I witness miracle daily.
Riding bikes is fun! The other night we pretty much rode in the rain all day long...I got home drenched. Like, water dripping off every part of me.The best part is my clothes didn't dry for 2 day after, even hanging up to dry! Ha, everything pretty much stays wet all the time. I love not having to use lotion, though! I'm getting pretty used to being frumpy and greasy, haha. Sounds sick, but what can you do? Riding bikes all day, you're wet all the time...so sorry if these pictures I'm attaching aren't too cute. :) Ha, get used to it for the next 16 months!
Sounds like the 24th of July was fun! Shelby, you better watch your language, little girl! Hahahahaha, I was laughing so hard at that. I can just see Manda being mortified. Livvy, Happy Birthday!!!! I'm so sorry I missed telling you last week, I hope it was fun.
Oh, we taught English class last week! I will just say this: we taught the "advanced" class, and I got a glimpse of what I sound like to the Thai people over here. So many things were said, and I just had to wait to laugh until after. They really have so much patience with me, always telling me that I'm "very skilled," but we all know the truth. Haha. It was fun to be able to speak English with them!
We went to Sizzle on Saturday to start our fast! Haha, I guess there are Sizzlers all over the place, which is crazy. We enjoyed a delicious salad bar. Luckily in Chiang Mai there is lots of farang food, so I have things that will help my stomach and ease me into it. I had a Thai dish the other day that only had 1 pepper in it, I thought I was going to die. One Elder gets 20, which is the highest you go, Sister Young gets 4-5. I will get used to it, I'm sure. We eat a lot from vendors off the street here. We rarely cook for ourselves, though we did make cookie dough last night! Mostly we just get a plate of food from a vendor for $1, and I can hardly eat the whole thing. There are tons and tons of fruit vendors, so the watermelon and pineapple have kept me going. It's sooooo delicious. I love the fruit! Think of the best watermelon you've ever tasted in America, and multiply it by 50. It's so good.
Anyway, I better get running. I love you all so much, thank you for the prayers! I want you to know I have felt the prayers and the help from you. Heavenly Father blesses me every day, and I have the courage to keep going. I'll be honest--I've been a little homesick. But after everytime I pray, I recieve strength from God to get through another day. "One day at a time" has been my phrase lately. I love you all! I hope all is going well for you at home. I love to hear from you!!
Love,
Sister Naegle
Pictures--our trip to the wat today, a beautiful garden, an out look over Chiang Mai, some Monks at the temple, me and Sister Young! Oh, and my picture of me in the pink is my first few minutes in Chiang Mai. That was at 5:30 am here, right after our 10 hour bus ride. WELCOME TO THAILAND, haha. I love you!!!!
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